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"I Have Taken the Lives of Many, Will God Forgive Me"

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday, 9 Apr 2025, 19:15


 "Forgiveness says you are given another chance to make a new beginning."

Desmond Tutu



Several years ago, I had the honour of addressing an English-speaking Christian convention in Italy. The night before my speech, I dined with friends, including one who was deeply committed to providing pastoral care to prisoners. Among those he ministered to was a former Mafia member wrestling with a heavy burden.

During one visit, this individual posed a heart-wrenching question to my friend:

“I have taken many lives and committed numerous acts of violence. Will God forgive me?”

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Although I don’t recall the exact words of my friend's reply, the essence of our shared need for divine forgiveness and comfort remains vivid in my mind.

Isaiah 1:18 offers a reassuring message from God: “Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool” (ESV). This powerful imagery highlights the profound transformation from guilt to forgiveness that God promises.

David, another significant biblical figure, experienced estrangement from God due to his sins of adultery and orchestrating a man’s life. In his repentance, he wrote these words of comfort: “As far as the east is from the west, so far does He remove our transgressions from us” (Psalm 103:12, ESV).

Imagine this: God gathers all of our sins, places them in a metaphorical box, and buries them forever from east to west. However, it's essential to understand that true forgiveness involves a commitment to cease sinful behaviours (John 5:14).

Thinking back to the man who asked that poignant question, one wonders if he found the solace he sought in the Bible's profound assurances. Few things are more painful than a conscience weighed down by guilt and remorse.




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I've Done a Terrible Thing; Will God Forgive Me?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Friday, 25 Oct 2024, 19:50

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Several years ago, I had the opportunity to address an English Christian convention in Italy. The evening before, I shared a meal with friends, including an acquaintance devoted to offering pastoral care to prisoners. Among those in his care was a former Mafia member, a man haunted by a heart-breaking question: "I have taken many lives and committed terrible acts of violence. Can God forgive me?"

 Though I can’t recall the exact words the shepherd offered in response, I remember how deeply this man's struggle resonated with me. Even if we haven’t committed such grievous wrongs, many of us know what it feels like to long for forgiveness and the assurance that our mistakes don’t define us forever.

 In moments like these, Isaiah 1:18 offers comfort beyond measure: “Come now,” God says, “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; Though they are red like crimson, they will be like wool.” The striking image of scarlet sins becoming white as snow is a reminder of God’s overwhelming grace and His ability to cleanse even the darkest parts of our lives.

Consider David, the biblical figure who, after falling into sin through adultery and murder, found his way back to God’s mercy. He later wrote, “As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us” (Psalm 103:12). Imagine God gathering our sins, putting them away, and removing them from us forever. Yet this forgiveness calls us to something more: a new way of living, a life free from the chains of our past (John 5:14).

I often think about that former Mafia member and his question. Did he find peace in the words of Scripture? There is perhaps no greater anguish than carrying a conscience heavy with guilt, and yet, the Bible offers a way to release that burden, to find rest in God's profound forgiveness.


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