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Who changed my future?

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Who changed my future?

In a world of lies, is it appropriate to manipulate a future by planting signposts in the here and now? For someone who doesn't lie, it is a question I ask myself about once a year; not very often because I am aware of how manipulation is a form of deceit. There is a moment we all experience after a confrontation, disagreement, or heated discussion, when we have walked away and THEN think 'Oh, I wish I had said......' whatever it is. There is a word for this, which escapes me right now. I have looked in my box of ideas and my lost property box and still can't find it.

One can't help thinking that our lives could be improved if we just have all the keys to unlock the bars to success, before we need to take that path. If the doors are all open we have a wider choice, right? Of course, there are two questions that need to be addressed: how many different futures, or avenues of choice, can we open up for ourselves, and what are the shape of the keys. We also have to bear in mind that we can't all have the same scope of activity in bettering our lives. What if I thought it would be a good idea NOT to go to a place where I would otherwise meet my future partner. Worse still, what if my future partner had a future partner that 'engineered' that they attend the place where I meet both of them and I then never pursue a relationship, with someone who WOULD have been my future partner.

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Yesterday, my letter arrived at Saffron Walden Community Hospital. It said to cancel an appointment that was too far away for me to attend. Once I had sent it, I phoned my doctor's surgery to make an appointment to see my doctor for the same problem that initiated the need for an exploratory x-ray.

       'All her appointment slots are taken up,' she explained, after I had identified myself. 'Does it have to be her?'

       'Well, maybe I have an outdated outlook on doctor appointments, but I feel that if someone sees their own doctor there is a lot of saved time where the doctor does not need to look on the patients record for any clues on what the patient is rattling on about. I think it saves time if the doctor is able to recall the original complaint or know where the malady lies. But, that is just me I suppose, so yes, I would like to see my doctor, please.'

       'All her appointment slots are taken up. I can put you on the waiting list?'

       'Fine, let's do that then.'

That conversation happened on Tuesday. What should have happened was that my appointment with a doctor outside of my surgery, the week before, which resulted in the appointment for an x-ray in Saffron Walden, would be completely stymied and reduced to a dead-end. After all, a letter stating that one wants to entirely cancel an appointment does not open up an avenue for conversation. However, that is not how it works in the NHS. Someone needs to make a record of the cancellation. And THERE! Right there! The last entry on my medical record is an insistence that I will see only my own doctor; someone who he / me is familiar with. This insistence is dated the same day the letter is sent. The receptionist I spoke to in person at my local doctor's surgery the same day, had also made a note that I would only accept hospital appointments close to home.

A couple of things here: I was seen by someone outside of my doctor's surgery (not one of the surgeries doctor's) and then a complete reduction of that consultation, by the patient, to have no significant outcome. What went wrong? Here then, there should be an investigation as to why I cancelled the hospital appointment and made a new doctor's appointment. The reality of it, is that I needed to completely start again - that future of going to Saffron Walden Hospital may have turned out fine or not. I might, with some effort, have gotten myself to the hospital appointment and discovered an Anglo-Saxon hoard somewhere in the hospital grounds, and received a significant reward; or I might have been kidnapped because I was mistaken for being valuable. (Let's not rule out the Stockholm Syndrome making me fall in love with one of the kidnappers before they recognise their mistake and let me go). In any case, there were openings for different futures. Even though I did not even consider imagining any amount of futures, my main aim was to just STOP one of them.

Yesterday lunch-time, I managed to answer the phone before it went to answer phone mode. A mature woman's voice. It was Saffron Walden Hospital. Gears crunched in my head after my initial cheery greeting until I had the right attitude - fun and not at all tense or peeved. Got it!

        'It is amazing how your letter got here so quickly.' she gushed. Do mature women gush?

'Yes,' I thought, 'first class letters get delivered the next day. Oh, of course, everyone wants next day delivery; it is so new and fresh to have that kind of service; and you have forgotten that it is not a new phenomenon'.

        'Ha, Yes!' £1.70,' I said.

        'We can make an appointment for you on the same day, closer to home, if you would like.'

She then gave me four different times for available appointments at a hospital seven miles away. All the times were for the same day I would have attended the hospital appointment, if I had not cancelled it, in Saffron Walden, one hundred and seventy miles away.

I accepted one for late afternoon and then, curious, I played with her. 'If I set off at seven in the morning on my bicycle, I should get there in time.'

       'We can make it later, if you like.'

This person is bending over backwards so much to help me, she must be a contortionist. How come, though, there are suddenly at least five available appointments on the same day, two days away, at a hospital close to my home? There are three solutions. The doctor who saw me made a mistake and referred me for an x-ray to her local area hospital; there are multiple universes and I have been transported into one of them; and when I stitched my day together after it had been shredded a couple of days ago, I accidentally included my hope as a reality.

My ego crept in and said, 'It is because they know you are clever and will probably make a coherent complaint. You consistently make them look silly.'

Hakim, my spirit avatar whom I had manifested to keep me safe from my violent brother, while I am sleeping, chipped in with, 'They are confused by someone who knows analogue techniques. It is now considered to be an arcane and mystical art. Someone who can use both the digital AND the analogue world is a strange being today, a strange being, indeed.' He would say that though; there is nothing digital about a spirit avatar.

And then, Harrari, the abandoned alien I found in a wood I was once living in, whispered to me, 'Because they think you are nuts and just want you to cancel the appointment with your own doctor; she is busy, FOOL!' 

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You can't stand in the way of progress or change

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Edited by Martin Cadwell, Thursday 24 July 2025 at 10:19

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You can't stand in the way of progress or change

It seems that if you are renting out a house in Funafuti, Tuvalu, it is unnecessary to include in the description that it is two minutes walk to the beach. There is a picture on the FRANCE 24 News website of Tuvalu as a strip of land in the Pacific ocean, midway between Australia and Hawaii, that has houses along its length and, I would guess, takes about six minutes to walk from the beach on one side of the island to the other beach on the other side of the long and very thin island.

'Discover the unspoiled paradise of Tuvalu, one of the smallest and most remote nations in the world. Explore the atolls, lagoons, reefs, beaches, diving, culture and history of this South Seas destination.' says timelesstuvalu.com. 

Sometimes, businesses use a particular type of marketing that plays on our desire to not miss out on a good deal. Those businesses offer a deal for a limited period, or for the first hundred customers, or so. The quote from timelesstuvalu.com remarkably does not include 'while you can', or 'this offer ends soon'. According to climatologists, Tuvalu will inevitably disappear under the waves.

Something that struck me was that the residents cannot get away from the lifestyle of beach-life. Given, they may like eating fish and swimming but there is no skiing or bungee-jumping there. Where do they go on holiday? 

I lived in a very picturesque village for most of my life; I was born there. There was a camp-site in Summer that was a field for grazing a dairy herd in the other months. One year, I came across a teenage girl, my age, and got chatting to her. She told me she was from Clacton, in the county of Essex, England. I was amazed. Clacton is a seaside resort. Why would anyone leave a seaside resort to go on holiday? I was ignorant. Being inland for her was different. There was a river that she could swim in and lovely green fields and village-type stuff; chocolate-box / picture-postcard village stuff like thatched houses and winding paths and lanes.

My parents, of course, would take us to the seaside for our holidays. We had use of a beach-house while we were there. A beach-house in the UK is a small, single room, wooden hut planted directly on the beach and is for day use, like changing into swimming costumes and cooking shell-fish on a little gas powered cooker. Great memories. Yet, the passage of time has changed that holiday town to be practically unrecognisable to me. The roads and streets are still there; the amusement arcades are still there, but the harbour is now unusable. It is full of sand. No-one dredges it now that fishing is no longer viable in that area. It used to be that we, as kids, could, when the tide was in, reach the sea from the beach-house in less than twenty seconds; and old ship-wrecks were washed right up to the sand dunes. These days, there is an undulating desert of sand before one can reach the sea, six minutes walk away. That is the width of Tuvalu in some places, it seems.

Locally

There is a telephone-box library in my neighbouring village. In England, almost all of the iconic red telephone boxes were dug up and removed when mobile (cell) phones became ubiquitous. Once everyone had a personal phone the public phone boxes disappeared, and now very small children have to run a lot further and faster when they fell off their bicycles and need help. Where I lived, when I was a kid, there were just lots and lots of fields and one telephone box per village. However, a few red telephone boxes were saved. They had shelves installed and these were filled with unwanted, second-hand books. Anyone can take these books, supposedly for a while, but if you keep one there isn't a gap on the shelf for more than a week, because someone shoves another book in its place. 

I found a book on ageing in the telephone-box library. Having started a couple of businesses in the past and recognising a gap in the job-recruitment market, I thought I might start a recruitment agency specifically to get upper-age-group people into work or new jobs. Best learn about people over fifty then, I thought. That was over a year ago. Yesterday, I opened the book and discovered it is actually a collection of papers on ageing; how reflexes deteriorate or not, and the such-like. There is a whole bunch more reports in it, but I stopped reading when I recognised that none of the studies included more than a handful of people in their seventies. The book was published in 1972. Today, I have gotten used to people working when they are in their seventies, in the area in which I live. My next-door neighbour is one hundred and two and I am amazed at his mental acuity. He still goes somewhere everyday with his flask of something and sandwiches, both in the morning and afternoon. Perhaps he goes on picnics with  new girlfriends.

Just as Tuvalu will cease to exist, and the beach I played on every summer has expanded; and just as holidays are taken because people desire change, people have also changed. I am only just realising that we cannot expect the world to stay the same if we change. Most of us have adapted; many have not. It sees it is difficult for many people to accept inevitability in their lives. They think they are King Cnut (Canute) in the eleventh century AD, and can hold back the tide.

Where I live there is bad sentiment towards a new railway line. Many of the complainers will not be alive to reap the benefits derived from riding a train from the east side of the south of England to the west side of the south of England. Yet, they are the most vociferous at the village hall in their protests. 

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When I was seventeen, I worked in Bavaria, fifty miles (80km) east of Munich (München), in Germany. I lived in the 'Railway Hotel' - Bahnhof Gasthaus, directly opposite the train station. That train station was also a shunting yard for goods. Bang! Bang! at one in the morning, three in the morning, throughout the nights. I got used to it and after a week slept through it. Bear in mind that I was born and bred in a rural area where the loudest thing we heard was a cow. I am pretending there were no occasional Phantom F4 fighter planes howling overhead. OOOOO Wooooo. They were flying really slowly in England.

I have had a few conversations with the opponents to building a rail link between cities in the nearby fields. They are concerned about their property prices. They can't spend the money when they are no longer alive. They thought they could retire in the village but now their peace will be ruined. I am always left with the overwhelming feeling that these people have deceived themselves for their whole lives. When they were young and entering the job market, they lived in a world that was far different to the world we live in now. They could expect to be able to pay for a mortgage on a house from their forty or fifty years of work earnings. The 1980s had not happened and there were areas of derelict land and abandoned houses. 

In the late 1990's I started to feel sorry for people who persisted in thinking that everything they knew at that time would be all they would need to know today. Another neighbour I have, not yet fifty years old, has not realised that specialisation in large sectors of the work environment is fading fast. Now, there are specialists with PhDs and everyone else needs to have skills and attributes in an ever-widening scope of activity. Right from the hod-carrier on the building sites of yesteryear, who now needs to be a general labourer who can read plans, drive plant machinery, operate hydraulic machinery, and most importantly, not go to the pub at lunchtime; to the head of a department in an office environment who needs to hand off their capabilities and ability to computer algorithms, that he or she is expected to be able to manipulate, control, and assist.

The existence of Tuvalu will pass just as inevitably as our own idea that what we once knew would always be enough for our future. We cannot hold back the tide just as we cannot move away from progress, or prevent it spilling into our back yards.

Competitiveness in a fast changing world

Perhaps I should add this: If I was to start a logistics business with warehousing, no-one applying for the simplest role in the warehouse would get an interview without a Level 5 Diploma in Warehousing, Logistics, or Supply Chain Management; no-one applying for a driving role would get an interview without an Advanced Driving pass certificate, or a ADR (dangerous goods) pass certificate, or a current Driver CPC pass (Certificate of Professional Competence) or a FORS Driver certificate (Fleet Owners Recognition Scheme), AND MUST HAVE a certificate demonstrating completion of Health, Safety and Environmental Preservation, AND demonstrate an extensive knowledge of the most up to date UK Highway Code. Not only that, they would, as part of the interview, need to navigate from and to, set points in the UK, using only printed maps. No-one applying for an office role would get an interview without a level three award, certificate, or diploma, in Customer Services. Front-line customer-facing staff should also have a minimum of a level 2 certificate in Negotiation before an interview would be granted.

A Mental Health in the Workplace certificate would be good too.

Just saying.

To all those who are not delighted with their degree pass score: Even graduates with a first, would not get a job flipping burgers in my Burger Bar without having a Michelin Star. 

What I am trying to say, is that, for me, it is the diversity and combination of education, certification, and qualifications that is important; not the level of a single qualification.

Decades of experience means so many different things: stuck in a manner of behaviour; resistant to change; someone consistently employed by mediocre businesses; anything. It might also indicate, a leader who keeps abreast of industry progresses. But this last means that much evidence of further education should be available, and, for me, it must encompass a wide spectrum of knowledge for even a supervisor role, with any business I might own.

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