Dear Reader
I apologize for not posting in a while. Things have gotten so hectic. I didn't get the job that I was interviewed for at a photo developing company. I am quite bummed about it but what can one do but keep trying. Currently, I am unemployed, but I must keep moving forward although it is quite discouraging and difficult sometimes. What can I do but push forward and try.
Life didn't present itself as so difficult and heart-breaking when I was little. When I grew up into adulthood, it was quite a shock to the system actually. Having to adapt to the change, I needed to be put onto anti-depressants. Modern times are definitely hard considering the messed-up world we live in. How can one live without being medicated, I wonder, since it is not a very pleasant world to live in after all?
All I desire, once in a while, is to roam through a forest and smell that green nature that I cannot get by living in the city. All I can smell sometimes is furniture at home or the fumes of emissions from the car exhaust or living in the same routine without a break. I think that most are medicated for the sake of trying to survive in a hostile or boring environment without any adventure.
Well, all is good in the hood anyhoo. I have what I need so what else could I ask for? I should count my blessings to make myself feel a bit better which I have been doing, and it does work. Life is hard but all we can do is to do our best and wait out the circumstances as time will heal and mend itself.