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The Languid Squid

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Languid Squid

I am not really sure what 'languid' means. I have never heard anyone say it out loud. Rarely, have I read it. Yet, I have used it a few times. In fact, I used it as recently as yesterday.

Words change over time and the meanings much more frequently than the spelling. For some people, a word means one thing, and for a different set of people in a different cultural milieu, or generation, another. Many people use words metaphorically, if that is even the right word. James O'Brien, an LBC radio presenter, will use the word 'strong' for a solid argument that might stand a series of robust attempts to destroy it; he is not unusual in doing so.

The word 'languid' troubles me because I want to use it, but cannot. It is much the same as when I bought a Collins Pocket Thesaurus when I was sixteen. I felt misunderstood so I bought a book of words hoping that someone would recognise one of them and then nod when they heard me use it. I would then have felt that at least I was communicating in the right language and someone understood me, even for a moment. Of course, I had PTSD by then, so there really was no hope of that. My words were the same as everyone else's but I had attached different weight to many of them. When I said. 'I want to talk to someone' others heard me say, 'Let's have a conversation about nothing in particular.' I meant I want to throw up and vomit all my feelings and then feel better - that is what 'talk' meant to me.

The Sapir-Whorf hypothesis, also known as linguistic relativity, suggests that we are influenced by the language we speak; the words in our language and the meanings we attach to them influence how we think and perceive our environment. Of course, I can't leave it at that, and there is criticism of it. I am not particularly interested in what the criticism is. In my life, I only need seeds for which to crystalise my thoughts on. The danger, of course, is believing that what I think is true or realistic. Largely, I am able to avoid shelving any thoughts as complete so they remain as jig-saw pieces that I like to try to fit into the puzzle of life.

I can guess many people would argue that it is our environment that influences the way we think and perceive (paradoxically) our environment. I suppose we could look at a picture of a scenic place while trapped in a cave and attribute different thoughts to the environment in the picture, to if we saw the same picturesque scene in a picture when we are lounging on a beautiful yacht moored in a magnificent tropical bay. I suppose, then, we might choose different words in our conversation. In the cave, I suppose the conversation might be about a rescue, so there is a notion of a geographical transition albeit a small distance. On the boat, the conversation may be about lunch or whether to titillate ourselves with a shore visit, or on deciding whether to up-anchor and feel the wind in the sails and the bump and shove of waves.

I listened to the dawn chorus this morning and was glad that it is now Spring in the UK. Some of the migratory birds have come back and are claiming their place with their loud voices. It made me feel lighter and better able to face the little problems that we all trip over in Winter when the sounds are different. I thought about the Sapir-Whorf hypothesis. Well, I remembered the words 'Sapir-Whorf' and remembered their hypothesis is about language and environment and perception. Each of the birds is speaking its own language, which although I can't understand it, I do understand from what wildlife people say, is a shout that says 'I am here. This is my place. Find your own. I might fight you.' Of course, none of them are a threat to me because, although dinosaurs they may be, they are not big enough to hurt me, by themselves. 

I initially thought that it is the cadence as well as the sound in a language that makes me feel or perceive my environment differently. If I never understand any French words and no German words and I heard them in precisely the same environment would I perceive the environment differently? I rather think I would. 

I have long been fascinated with how people speak, and by extension how I speak. With all the love and respect I can give to the Germans I much prefer the sound of the French accent and the less staccato word formation. It is to my ears. I think like the German language, my speech, although it is English, is sort of German. My speech is functional. We only have to go back and remember that I bought a thesaurus to assist me in ramming my point across. It never entered my head to entertain someone in conversation back then. If I had bought a book on love, as well as the thesaurus, my language today would be entirely different. The intent then, had I have bought both books would have indicated that I was keen to be focused on becoming a good conversationalist. 

I have no idea what I would have done with a book on love and a thesaurus. It would only take a mean streak and, ironically, I might have become a con artist; a manipulator of people. 

In hindsight, I should have bought more than just a thesaurus. I should have made my speech interesting and compelling. 'Ah! Now you can hear what I am saying, because you like the sounds and the feelings that the words invoke in you.' It never happened though, because I wasn't interested in you or anyone, including my own health.

Languid

The Cambridge Dictionary online gives this: 'Languid means moving or speaking slowly with little energy, often in an attractive way.

Merriam Webster online gives this: 'The meaning of languid is drooping or flagging from, or as if from, exhaustion.' 

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/languid

Squid

Brittanica online gives this: 'Squid, any of 300 speces of 10-armed cephalopods (order Teuthoidea) found in both coastal and oceanic waters.'

https://www.britannica.com/animal/squid

Other than the rhyming value between 'languid' and 'squid' why would I put these two words together?

WARNING! 

Squid, like octopi (octopuses) like to eat shellfish and they grate and scrape away the shell to get to the flesh inside using a tooth. Let's just say a human diver doesn't want a squid or octopus on their head for too long.

If I choose the nicer definition of 'languid' by The Cambridge Dictionary; and use 'languid squid' as a template for communication, I might be able to convey how I perceive language, the meanings and sounds, to be both a sword and a pillow. It can both cleave and soothe, depending on how it is used, or unfortunately how words, even kind ones, are misunderstood. I am not keen on laying out my thought process further, so I shall just leave it at the door-step for anyone to unwrap. 

I suppose I could put it in a sentence: 'Like a languid squid the thought once introduced to me, persisted in my mind and buried itself deeper.'

I haven't come close to giving any credence to Sapir and Whorf for their outstanding work in the field of linguistics. It is enough for me, for now, to have come across their hypothesis and to be able to hear the birds outside and wonder if I am different today because it is Spring or because the birds told me it is Spring.

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Heterodoxy or word-wizards win?

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Heterodoxy or word-wizards win

I wonder just how much we understand each other. I once met a woman who could speak four languages fluently, a polyglot. I said to her I would be able to speak English and she would not be able to understand me. She was fluent in English at least to C1 level. She replied that she could understand most accents in the UK. Obviously, being British and living in a melting-pot of people in the south of England I have heard a few including a lot of accents from overseas; but that is not what I meant. I was certain that she has a working knowledge of English and a good one at that. I believed I could use a combination of English words that most people have never used. In her line of work and what she had told me of the roles she had filled in the UK I expected that many words I know would be absent from her lexicon. 

I was in an environment where all the staff have degrees. They ought to have a good grasp of the language of the country in which they studied, though not necessarily their own native language. I was in England. I spoke to one chap and said I would be able to speak English and he would not be able to understand me. He looked skeptical. 

As an example, I only have to say, 'autocratic revisionist' in a sentence and many people's thought processes would temporarily freeze while they process the sum of these two words pushed together, the next few words if they do not relate to the concept would not give a clue as to what I meant by autocratic revisionist and a measure of confusion may ensue while they scrambled for references in my prior words. That is my theory at least. Of course, many people would completely understand what an autocratic revisionist is, yet they may have to consider whether my opinion or statement is valid. That takes time. It is the next words that might be misunderstood.

However, most of us don't want to confuse someone else; quite simply because most of us want to communicate, not win. 

When I say the best tool I can think of that I have found most useful is a thesaurus, I mean a real book with pages. An online thesaurus promotes linear learning. I eschew linear learning. It is exceedingly difficult for me to learn along only a prescribed route. This means I learn new words because I go 'off the beaten track'. For example, I originally wrote 'proscribed' but remembered that there the UK government recently considered an ideology to be proscribed, as in 'not allowed'. I was certain that I should use 'proscibed' in my sentence but there was some doubt too. I picked up Roget's Thesaurus, an invaluable book that if anyone has a budding writer in the family should consider it to be an admirably excellent choice as a present for them. I saw the word 'heterodox'. That's interesting I thought. 

Heterodoxy means 'other person's doxy' 

      'Curiouser and curiouser,' said Alice.

One might think what on earth is a doxy. You have already heard it and used it in 'orthodox' or 'unorthodox' You would be able to say, 'That is your doxy, not mine!' in a polite argument. Heterodoxy in Roget's Thesaurus has a lot of definitions listed as mostly single words. Essentially, it means 'personal judgement'; 'misbelief'; 'superstition' and much more in between. It goes on though; for half a page of what is a normal size hardback book with a small font. As I suspected, the definitions swiftly move towards how the word is probably meant to be considered; towards heresy, but not before brushing over 'perversion of the truth'.

This is fascinating to me because it opens up a new way to understand people in the world in which we live.

'Heterodoxy' indicates a mistaken belief, which could just be from poor advice or absence of education or experience (you can't attack someone for that!); a considered opinion based on some empiricism though this may be through observing coincidences or even causalities (If you break the only mirror in the house when mirrors are hard to come by, and expensive, you might expect your family to give you some grief for a while and, when you are not looking, play tricks on you in a continuance of mean spite, for seven years, or until enough money can be saved from sixteen hours toil each day). 'Heterodoxy' also opens up the idea that someone sets out to deceive (perversion of the truth).

Heaven forbid that someone should be caught spouting latitudinarianism in public! 

       'I'm sorry are you talking to me?'

I looked to see if 'homodoxy' means trying to boost one's own confidence through talking to oneself, but it is not in my 1962 Roget's Thesaurus. It can be found online though. It means orthodox, following doctrine or creed. In the spirit of the expansiveness of 'heterodoxy' I much prefer my own definition of homodoxy as a synonym for 'mantric soliloquy' though.

It rather reminds me of when I used to run three miles home from the pub on a Friday night. Almost the whole journey was along a footpath alongside a river and by fields. There were two thickets to pass through and years before, people used to pitch tents in them when they were homeless. Not the homeless people you find on the street today, just young men living ordinary lives while living in tents, and only in Summer.

When I would run home from the pub, I would allow my breath to make noises in my larynx both on the inhale and exhale, breathing through my mouth, in time with my steps. This was, inhale for three steps and exhale for three steps; so I sounded a bit like a stereotypical 'cowboy and Indian film' native American Indian in Americaland. 'huuh, huuh, huuh' then a little higher tone on the in-breath 'HUUH, HUUH, HUUH'. Meanwhile, my feet were pounding the ground in time.

 One night, a policeman stopped me, wide-eyed and looking a little worried. He and his comrades had been searching in the smaller thicket.

       'Have you seen a young lad in there? He's run away from home.' he asked, pointing back into the very dark thicket I had just come out of.

       'No.' I went on my way with my pounding feet and huuhing.

There is no way a young lad would have shown himself in the pitch black thicket when there are feet pounding and a huuh, huuh, huuh chant was coming towards him. I am certain that if the lad had been in the thicket, he soon went running home to safety. I would have, even as an invincible adult in my twenties.

The mantric message was to myself to keep the rhythm of my breathing so I kept running. The message the police-people got was, strange things can come out of the dark when you are not expecting them; and I suppose if the young lad had heard it, the message was: Go home and face the music for whatever you have done; it is much less scary.

https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/homodoxy

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