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Writing Bad Conscience

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Monday, 26 May 2025, 07:56


"We don’t live alone. We are members of one body. We are responsible for each other."

— Inspector Goole

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Lately, I’ve found myself in conversations where someone asks, “What has God ever done for me?” That question, more than anything, speaks volumes about how deeply the mindset of me-first has seeped into our culture. But I often think—it’s not really about what God has done for us. The deeper question is: what are we doing for God, and for the people around us?

It’s all too easy to overlook how our choices affect others. I keep coming back to J.B. Priestley’s An Inspector Calls—a play that captures this idea so powerfully. Set just before World War I, it centres on the wealthy Birling family, whose quiet dinner is interrupted by Inspector Goole. One by one, he exposes how each of them played a role in the unravelling of a young woman’s life. Eva Smith’s death isn’t just a tragedy—it’s a wake-up call about the cost of apathy. Priestley’s message is stark: everything we do has a ripple effect, often beyond what we can see.

In a world that idolizes individual success, the call to social responsibility can feel radical. The Birlings don’t see their part in Eva’s story at first. Their comfort blinds them, letting them believe they live in a bubble. But Priestley tears down that illusion. He reminds us that our lives are linked—that ignoring that connection can have devastating consequences.

There’s a stark contrast between generations in the play. Arthur and Sybil, the parents, hold tight to their pride, unwilling to admit any fault. But the younger two—Sheila and Eric—see things differently. They recognize the harm they’ve caused, and they begin to change. That shift is where hope enters the picture. It shows that while facing hard truths is uncomfortable, it’s also where transformation begins.

Inspector Goole isn’t just a character—he’s the voice of conscience. His presence challenges the Birlings, and us, to look honestly at how we live. He pushes us to listen to that quiet voice we often drown out—the one that asks who we’re becoming and what kind of world we’re helping to shape.

At its heart, An Inspector Calls asks us to be human—to truly see one another, to take ownership of our actions, and to recognize that our choices don’t happen in a vacuum. It’s a call to live with compassion, to be aware, and to understand that even the smallest act of kindness can shift the world around us.

“Two things fill the mind with ever new and increasing admiration and awe... the starry heavens above me and the moral law within me.” Immanuel Kant


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How To Write Empathy

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday, 25 May 2025, 11:00


"The heaviest burdens, grief that ages the soul, the fatigue of being,

 the weight of remembered loss, often leave no visible trace."


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Yesterday morning I was reading Ernest Hemingway’s A Clean, Well-Lighted Place. In the story, the silence of the night carries more weight than the sparse dialogue exchanged within it. The story centres on a nearly empty café, a late-night ritual, and two waiters, one young and impatient, the other older and attuned to the quiet ache of solitude. And, as with much of Hemingway’s work, it’s in what remains unsaid that the real story unfolds. Beneath the minimalist style lies a meditation on what it means to be alone, to endure, and to cling to slivers of dignity in a world that often turns its gaze elsewhere.

That little café isn’t just a spot to sip brandy; it stands as a kind of sanctuary. Clean and lit against the dark, it offers a reprieve. Not just from the physical night but from the emptiness it represents. Hemingway doesn’t shout this message, but he doesn’t need to. The older waiter, who understands why the old man lingers, becomes more than just a server. He is, in his quiet way, the keeper of this refuge, holding space for those who need somewhere to simply exist.

In a world that rushes past pain, the story gently insists that to keep such places open—to be that source of light, patience, or understanding—is a profound kindness. Turning on the lights and staying a little longer can be an act of mercy.

The younger waiter, eager to leave and puzzled by the old man’s sorrow, reduces suffering to a matter of wealth. “He has plenty of money,” he remarks, as though sadness should come with a price tag. But Hemingway asks us to look deeper. The heaviest burdens—grief that ages the soul, the fatigue of being, the weight of remembered loss—often leave no visible trace.

There’s humility in realizing how little we know of what others carry. The older waiter sees this. He doesn’t try to fix the old man, nor does he turn away. He stays, simply and deliberately, because he understands.

And at the centre of it all is that quiet confrontation with nothingness—what the older waiter names nada. His parody of prayer, hollowed out by repetition and doubt, suggests not just loss of belief, but a yearning for meaning that still lingers. It’s a stark, spiritual moment, laced with irony and pain. But it’s not nihilistic. It’s human.

This is perhaps the story’s most resonant truth: even in a fractured world, where old certainties crumble, the longing for a small light, for something kind and enduring, persists. Hemingway doesn’t pretend to resolve the ache. Instead, he affirms it, elevates it. He shows that in facing the emptiness and choosing to remain compassionate, we shape a quiet resistance—a flicker that matters.

What the older waiter offers is presence. Not answers, not platitudes, just presence. He delays his own rest, keeps the café open a little longer, and in doing so, honours a simple, radical grace. In a culture that prizes speed and resolution, this slow empathy becomes its own kind of faith.

Not in systems or doctrine, but in each other.

Hemingway doesn’t hand us a tidy conclusion. The story ends as it begins—modestly, solemnly. But within its economy of words, it reveals a truth both piercing and gentle: the light we offer one another, however small, is sometimes the only thing that keeps the dark from swallowing everything whole.


"With the ancient is wisdom; and in length of days understanding."

Job12:12 KJV

 

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Advice on Visiting Scotland This Year

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday, 4 June 2025, 14:33



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There’s a quiet magic in walking Scotland’s great trails: the West Highland Way, the Southern Upland Way, or the winding roads of the North Coast 500. The landscape speaks in whispers: a breeze over heather, the cry of a curlew, the hush between mountains. It’s a land that invites reflection. But it also welcomes connection.

If you find yourself passing a fellow walker on a lonely path or standing beside someone admiring the same view — say hello, please say hello.

It may feel unnatural at first, especially if you come from a culture where people keep to themselves. But here in Scotland, a friendly word isn’t an intrusion, it’s an affirmation. You’ll find that most Scots are warm, curious, and happy to pass a moment in conversation. Many will go out of their way to help, share a story, or give you a weather forecast more reliable than any app. And don’t forget to share emails and keep in touch.

These brief exchanges, a shared laugh, a tip about a hidden waterfall, the name of a bothy up ahead — can stay with you long after the journey ends. They are the unexpected joys of the trail, part of the country’s unspoken hospitality.

So next time you place your walking boots and shoulder your pack on Alba’s fine land, carry this with you too: the courage to break the silence, to look up, to greet a fellow human with a simple “hello.” You may be surprised where it leads , a tale, a kindness, or even a new friendship.

In the stillness of the hills, even a word can echo far.


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Addicted to Media Platforms

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“Not all chains are iron. Some come in the form of likes, loops, and endless notifications.”


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It begins with the desire to stay awake to what is happening in the world, but then, we analyse our media habits—especially the kind of content I have been watching on YouTube and elsewhere. What started as an interest in staying informed has, without me noticing, turned into something more compulsive. I find myself drawn in by videos that stir the emotions—about the state of the world, moral decline, or political chaos. Some are thoughtful, others more reactionary—but the result is often the same: I come away feeling unsettled, drained, even a little hopeless.

When I was young we had News at Ten on the BBC. Now we have 24 hour news on many channels. On top of that we have debates and controversial interviews. 

Many now stay awake via online platforms. I’ve come to see it for what it is—a kind of addiction. Not to the content itself, but to the emotional charge it gives. The more we consume, the more we are  fed. The algorithms are clever that way, learning quickly how to keep a person hooked. And even though I might tell myself it’s good to stay awake or alert, I’m starting to realize that peace and perspective are being eroded in the process.

So, I’ve decided to change my diet.

I want to be more intentional by limiting my media intake to no more than 30 minutes a day, and choosing content that uplifts, enlightens, or inspires rather than provokes or disturbs. Blogs that build rather than tear down. Voices that breathe life rather than drain it.

It’s not about shutting my eyes to the world. It’s about guarding my heart and mind. I want to be rooted in what is good, not just reactive to what is wrong.

I’m sharing this not as a lecture, but as a confession of sorts. If you’ve ever felt this pull too, you’ll understand. The world is loud right now. And sometimes the most radical thing we can do is turn the volume down and make space for quiet, hope, and trust.

 


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A compelling question That demands a Designer.

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“The world does not explain itself. It may be a miracle with a supernatural explanation, it may be a conjuring trick with a natural explanation. But the explanation itself needs explaining.”


C.K. Chesterton— Orthodoxy



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There are moments when we look at the natural world and feel a kind of holy reverence. A snowflake under magnification, the architecture of a beehive, or the silent mechanics of the eye adjusting to dim light can bring us to the brink of worship. As a Christian, I’ve often stood in awe of such marvels—not merely for their beauty, but for what they suggest about design, purpose, and the nature of our origins. But in that awe, a question arises: Could all this really have come from a mindless process?

One of the most persistent challenges to the theory of evolution is a concept known as irreducible complexity, made popular by biochemist Michael Behe. Behe argues that some biological systems—like the bacterial flagellum or the blood clotting cascade—are so complex and interdependent that removing any single part renders the whole system non-functional. Such systems, he claims, could not have evolved in a step-by-step Darwinian fashion because their precursors would have had no survival advantage and thus would not have been preserved.

Among the examples often cited in this argument is the human eye. Darwin himself acknowledged the apparent absurdity of believing that something as intricate as the eye could have arisen through natural selection. The lens, retina, iris, optic nerve, and cornea must work together with astonishing precision. How could such a system evolve through slow, successive modifications without the complete system being in place?

It’s a compelling question—one that seems to demand a Designer.


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To Love the Truth More Than Being Right

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Tuesday, 20 May 2025, 10:23


"But the Emperor has nothing at all on," said a little child.

The Emperor’s New Clothes by Hans Christian Andersen.



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To Love the Truth More Than Being Right

 

There’s something achingly human about the way we cling to our beliefs, even when they’re cracked and imperfect. We argue for them passionately, patching over the holes with whatever scraps of reason we can find. It’s not always because we’re blind to their faults; more often, it’s because we can’t bear what letting go might mean.

Beliefs are more than ideas. They’re the threads of our identity, stitched over years of experience, memory, and relationships. To unravel them is to risk unravelling ourselves. A belief can feel like an heirloom—worn, perhaps, but cherished. To release it may feel like betraying not only who we are, but those who gave it to us.

But it’s not just personal. Beliefs bind us to others, weaving us into families, communities, even nations. Imagine admitting to your closest circle that you’ve begun to doubt something once held sacred. The fear isn’t just of being wrong—it’s of being cast out. Tribalism is a quiet but powerful force, pulling us to defend our shared truths, even when they wound us or silence others.

And then there’s the fear of the unknown. If I loosen my grip on this belief, what will take its place? Will anything? Even a frayed rope can feel safer than the dark chasm below. Certainty, even when flawed, offers comfort. Letting go feels unthinkable—not because the belief is strong, but because we are afraid.

Emotional investment deepens the entrenchment. The longer we’ve believed something, the harder it is to let go. Each argument we’ve made, each conversation where we stood our ground, becomes a brick in a wall we’re now reluctant to dismantle. It’s not just the belief we’re defending—it’s our pride, our past, our story.

This isn’t new. In the Bible, the Pharisees clung tightly to their interpretations of the law. Their rigidity blinded them to the love and grace of the very God they professed to serve. Their defense wasn’t born of ignorance, but of identity. And yet, in contrast, there’s Paul—whose zealous belief in persecuting Christians shattered on the road to Damascus. His transformation reminds us that truth can find us even in our certainty—and that humility makes room for something better.

This is where the tale of The Emperor’s New Clothes speaks so clearly. The emperor, flattered by tailors who wove invisible garments, paraded through the city in nothing but pride. Everyone saw the truth—but no one dared to speak it, for fear of looking foolish. They defended the illusion because the cost of honesty was too high. It took the courage of a child—untainted by fear or pride—to declare what was obvious: “The emperor has no clothes!”

Sometimes we need a childlike honesty to see our beliefs for what they are: not always noble, not always true, but deeply human. And the question is not whether we’ve ever been the emperor—but whether we have the humility to listen when someone dares to speak.

Admitting the flaws in our beliefs isn’t weakness. It’s courage. It’s the courage to acknowledge that the rope we’ve been clinging to may not hold—and to trust the space beyond. It’s the courage to say, “I may have been wrong,” and to welcome the growth that follows.

Letting go doesn’t mean abandoning everything. It means refining what we hold, allowing our beliefs to breathe and mature. Faith, after all, is not static. It’s a living thing—shaped by experience, study, and reflection. The beauty of being human is that we are always in progress. And so are the truths we cling to.

Defending flawed beliefs is not a failure—it’s a sign of how deeply we care. But perhaps the most liberating truth is this: we are not defined by our beliefs alone. We are defined by our willingness to seek truth, to grow, and to love—even when it means letting go of what once felt certain.

And in that surrender, we may discover we haven’t lost ourselves at all—but uncovered something truer, stronger, and more enduring.


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A Letter From the Lost: Where am I going in life?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Monday, 30 June 2025, 10:46

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Where am I going in life?

I don’t know how to start this, but I think it’s time I tried.

Maybe everyone asks themselves where they’re headed. Truth is, I’ve been asking myself the same thing:

Where am I going in life?

I wish I had a solid answer. But I don’t. Not yet.

All I know is, I’ve messed up. Not just once, but over and over. I didn’t take school seriously. I didn’t push myself. I gave up too easily. And not because I didn’t care, but because I didn’t believe I could be anything. I thought it was safer not to try than to try and fail in front of everyone.

I’ve spent a lot of time on my own. Friends drifted away. I didn’t have much to say, and after a while, I stopped trying. I thought maybe I was just boring because of my lack of education. I started feeling like a stranger, even to myself. 

So, I turned to things that made it all easier to forget—alcohol, drugs. At first it felt like freedom. Like I could finally breathe. But it wasn’t long before it started to pull me under. And now I’m here, somewhere between numb and broken, wondering how I got this lost.

But here’s the thing: I don’t want to stay here.

I’m writing this not because I’ve figured everything out, but because I want to. I want something better for myself—even if I don’t fully believe I deserve it yet.

Maybe I’m not boring. Maybe I’m just buried under layers of shame and silence. Maybe I haven’t found my voice yet, but that doesn’t mean it’s not there.

I want the reader to know that I’m not proud of where I’ve been, but I’m not giving up on where I’m going. Not anymore.

I don’t expect you to fix anything for me. I just want you to know that I’m trying to face things honestly. That I want to change. That I want to become proud of myself.

I hope you; the reader can help. I’ve kept a lot in because I didn’t want to let things get worse. But maybe it’s time to try to establish a perfect version of me I thought I had to be, but the real one, the one still figuring it all out.

Thanks for being there, dear reader, I’m still here. I’m not giving up. Not today.

Love,

Anonymous

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Dear Anonymous,

First, thank you. Thank you for writing with such raw honesty, and for trusting that someone out there would listen. I want you to know that your words matter. They matter because they come from a place many people never have the courage to reach: the place where real change begins.

You ask, “Where am I going in life?” That’s not a sign of weakness, it’s a sign of awakening. The truth is, many of us ask that question at different points in life, even later than you might think. But the difference is that you're not asking from a place of denial — you’re asking from a desire to grow. And that’s a powerful thing.

You say you’re not proud of where you’ve been, but you’re not giving up on where you're going, and that tells me everything I need to know about you. There’s strength in you. There’s honesty. And there’s hope.

May I gently encourage you to focus not on the version of yourself you think you should be, but on the version that would make you proud. That may mean setting goals, small at first. Could you go to university one day? Absolutely. Many countries, including here in Scotland, offer student loans and support for those who want to begin again, even if they didn’t take school seriously the first time. There’s no shame in a late start, only in never starting at all.

When I was young, shyness held me back. It took me a while to realise that much of it came from not having anything to say, or thinking I didn’t. But once I began to read and learn, I discovered my voice. I filled the silence with ideas, books, journals, and slowly, my confidence grew. You are not boring. You are simply becoming. Keep feeding your mind and soul, you'll be surprised at what rises to the surface.

And please, try not to keep yourself too isolated. I hear the loneliness in your words. We’re not meant to do life alone. Join a walking group, a book club, a writing circle,  not to impress anyone, just to connect. You may be surprised at the kind people you’ll meet when you stop expecting rejection and start offering yourself with kindness.

Many young people today are quietly returning to faith. Maybe it's the influence of voices like Jordan Peterson or online apologists, or maybe it’s because deep down, we’re all looking for something bigger than ourselves to make sense of the struggle. If you feel drawn that way, follow the light you see. Take a few moments to ponder on the Bible writer’s advice at

Psalm 34:18

“When someone is hurting or brokenhearted,

the Eternal moves in close and revives him in his pain.”

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Anonymous, I hope you’ll keep writing. Let this be the first of many letters — not just to others, but to yourself. You are not finished. You are not broken beyond repair. You are simply on the way.

Let me know how you get on.

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Am I just complex organisms reacting to stimuli; ghost in a Machine?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday, 25 May 2025, 11:03



If I am only a brain, then all my longings—for meaning, for connection, for eternity—are foolish.




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The older I get, the more precious a quiet conversation becomes. Those unhurried exchanges across a table, or the gentle companionship of someone who truly sees you, feel almost sacred. There is something in these moments that touches a deeper place. A spark. A knowing. But if naturalism is right, if all we are is a bundle of neural firings shaped by evolution and accident, then what exactly is happening in those moments? Are we merely biological machines exchanging electrical signals, our thoughts no more substantial than static?

Naturalism, with its emphasis on material causation, insists that consciousness is an emergent property of the brain. There is no ghost in the machine, no soul behind the eyes. Personhood, in this framework, is an illusion. We are not beings with intrinsic worth, only complex organisms reacting to stimuli. Love becomes a neurological cocktail. Thought becomes a transient storm of electrons. Everything we hold dear—truth, beauty, memory, even our sense of self—dissolves into chemistry.

At first glance, this sounds clinical but harmless. Yet something vital slips through our fingers when we accept it fully. If our interior lives are illusory, if the very "I" who writes and the "you" who reads are nothing but echoes of brain activity, then we are profoundly alone. No true communion can exist between illusions.

It fosters alienation. Not the kind that arises from being misunderstood, but something colder. A sense that, deep down, nothing connects. The self is an epiphenomenon. The other, a projection. Our relationships are convenient illusions, evolved for survival. Love, in this view, is useful but not real. And meaning? That is just another adaptation, a story the brain tells to keep us going.

There is a reason totalitarian regimes have often flirted with this mechanistic view of man. Reduce a person to a function, and you can reassign them, reshape them, or remove them. It is much easier to justify cruelty when there is no soul to harm.

But even the most committed materialist hesitates when their child laughs, or when they hold the hand of a dying friend. In those moments, we all act as if there is something more, some essence that matters. We name our dead. We write poems. We whisper love into silence, hoping it echoes beyond the brain. Why?

Because we know, instinctively, that to be human is to transcend mechanics.

Naturalism may describe the body, but it cannot explain the soul. It has no room for mystery, no vocabulary for wonder. And while it can study the brain’s activity when we fall in love, it cannot account for why love breaks us open or binds us together across time and death.

If I am only a brain, then all my longings—for meaning, for connection, for eternity—are foolish. But if I am more, if there is a spirit in the machine, then perhaps the ache itself is proof of a larger story.

We were not made for wires and neurons alone. We were made to love and be known.

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Why Does God Not Make His Presence Known to Me?

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“The absence of God is only from the perspective of the person turned away.”

C.S. Lewis




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Why Does God Not Make His Presence Known to Me?

It is a question that some Christians ask themselves. The feeling of emptiness and distance from God. There are seasons in life when we sit in a religious service, sing songs of praise, listen to prayers and pray, and yet, feel nothing. The words fall from our mouths like dry leaves, brittle with routine. We read the Bible, but it seems like a closed book. We pray, but it feels like we’re speaking into the wind. We look for God but see only the fog.

It is one of the great anguishes of sincere faith: the silence of God.

And so, we ask: Why does God not make His presence known to me?

But the question might contain its own answer. For there is a difference between God not being present and God not being perceived. As C.S. Lewis once put it, “The absence of God is only from the perspective of the person turned away.”

Like a man with his back to the sun who wonders why everything is in shadow, we may live our lives turned away from the light. We go through the motions—meetings, prayer, preaching—but like somnambulists, we are not awake.

Paul, writing to the Ephesians, reaches into this very state of spiritual drowsiness and calls it by name:

“Wake up, O sleeper,

rise up from the dead,

and Christ will shine on you.”

(Ephesians 5:14)

Here is a startling truth: Christ shines on us not when we are good or deserving or loud in our faith, but when we wake up.

We often think God is hiding. But scripture paints a different picture. God is not the elusive one; we are the distracted ones. God is the burning bush that does not consume, but we are Moses before the awakening. God is the still small voice, but we are Elijah, still storm-tossed by wind and earthquake.

We have cultivated lives of noise, busyness, and performance. We are like a man carrying a candle in full daylight and wondering why it does not shine. The Christian environment can sometimes become like wallpaper: familiar, unexamined, uninspired. We know the phrases, the creeds, the prayers. But the heart is not engaged.

In ancient wisdom, the Hebrew prophets spoke of a time when people would “These people draw near to Me with their mouths and honor Me with their lips, but their hearts are far from Me. Their worship of Me is but rules taught by men.”  That distance, the gap between the lip and the heart, is often where the silence of God is most deafening.

The Christian fathers spoke of acedia as being a kind of spiritual listlessness, a soul’s sleepwalking. Not rebellion, not wickedness, just weariness. Dante placed it among the sins of the slothful, those who let divine opportunities pass while waiting for a voice that had already spoken.

One once said that asking why God doesn’t speak is like asking why your phone doesn’t ring when it’s turned off. God may be calling, but we’re in airplane mode.

Paul’s words offer more than a rebuke; they offer a revelation:

“Woe to those who dig deep

to hide their plans from the LORD.

In darkness they do their works and say,

‘Who sees us, and who will know? “”

 (Ephesians 5:15)

This is the miracle. When we wake up, when we rise from spiritual death, we do not just see the light—we become the light. We are not meant to be passive receivers of God’s presence, but radiant reflections of it.

So why does God not make His presence known to me?

Perhaps He has.
In the rustle of trees, the wordless kindness of a stranger, the ache you feel when you watch the sunrise alone. Perhaps God has not stopped speaking, but we have stopped listening.

The call is not to wait for a dramatic sign, but to wake up. To let the light in. To notice.

Like a sleeper stirring at dawn, may we rise—not because we feel worthy, but because He has already shone the light.

And in time, like windows catching the sun, we too may shine.


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I Have a Family Member in a Cult, What Shall I Do?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Saturday, 17 May 2025, 19:26

“People don’t join cults for their darkness; they join for their apparent warmth.”



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I am sorry to hear that you have a family member in a cult. Consider the following statement:  “People don’t join cults for their darkness; they join for their apparent warmth.” That sentence has stayed with me. It explains so much. People join cults because they are offered friendship, belonging, purpose, and a sense of meaning in a confusing world. But over time, many discover something deeply wrong: that the warmth is conditional, the truth is manufactured, and the light is dimming—replaced by fear, guilt, and control.

If you have a family member caught in such a group, you are not alone. And you are not powerless. But the path forward is rarely simple.

Not All Cults Wear Robes

The word cult conjures images of robed figures chanting in basements or predicting the end of the world from mountaintops. But most cults are far subtler. They often operate behind the face of well-organized religion, high-control ministries, or charismatic teachers who say all the right things—at first. They may even appear loving, moral, and diligent in good works. This is what makes it so hard to see what’s going on. It also makes it hard for your loved one to see it, especially when the group appears to be fulfilling legitimate emotional or spiritual needs.

But behind the smiles, many such groups exhibit disturbing patterns: they isolate members from their families, demand total allegiance, manipulate with fear and guilt, and elevate human leaders as unquestionable authorities. Any disagreement is met with suspicion, warnings, or punishment—spiritual and social.

This isn’t how Jesus operated.

Jesus, Not a Human Organisation, Is the Way

In John 14:6, Jesus spoke these piercing words:
“I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”

Not through an institution. Not through a hierarchy of elders or apostles. Not through a governing body claiming exclusive revelation. Christ did not establish a corporate headquarters to act as mediator. He is the mediator.
As Paul told Timothy: “There is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus” (1 Timothy 2:5).

So when a group claims exclusive access to God through their leaders or demands loyalty to them as proof of loyalty to God, beware. They have replaced Christ with man. They have confused the body of Christ with a brand name. Jesus never required His followers to shun their families, report one another for thought crimes, or suppress their conscience in favour of group conformity.

What Can You Do?

1. Keep the Door Open

Your loved one may not listen now. They may think you're "spiritually blind" or "opposing God's will." But your consistent, quiet presence may be the only genuine love they encounter. Keep the door open. Cults are designed to close every other door—especially family ones. Refuse to let that happen. Don’t argue over doctrine unless they invite it. Instead, focus on your relationship. Remind them they are loved—no matter what.

2. Don't Mirror Their Behaviour

It's tempting to respond in kind—to get angry, or issue ultimatums. Resist that. Show them the difference between the conditional love of a cult and the unconditional love of Christ. Jesus ate with tax collectors and sinners. He never coerced. He invited. Let your attitude echo that invitation.

3. Ask Gentle Questions

People in cults are discouraged from asking questions. You can help reopen that part of their soul. Ask things like:
“Can truth really be afraid of scrutiny?”
“Why do they say Jesus is the mediator, but then insert themselves between you and God?”
“Would Jesus ever ask you to cut off your family?”

Let these questions be seeds. Don’t try to harvest too early.

4. Recognize the Signs

Many cults show common traits:

  • Authoritarian leadership: leaders cannot be questioned
  • Us-vs-them thinking outsiders are evil or deceived
  • Information control: only “approved” materials are permitted
  • Fear-based motivation: threats of divine punishment for dissent
  • Shunning and excommunication: relationships held hostage
  • Inward focus: salvation only within the group

If your family member is exhibiting these or is under pressure to comply or suffer rejection, they are likely in a high-control group.

When They Begin to Wake Up

Many who leave cults do so not because someone convinced them with facts, but because something didn’t sit right in their spirit. They saw hypocrisy. They watched loving friends get expelled. They saw leaders accumulate wealth while members struggled. And when they do leave, they often face deep loss—spiritually, socially, and emotionally.

That’s when they need you most.

You can be the person who doesn’t say “I told you so,” but instead “I’m so glad you’re back.”
You can be the person who helps them find Jesus again—not in the rigid rules of men, but in the freedom of grace, truth, and love.

There Is Always Hope

Cults claim exclusive access to truth, but the real Jesus is not hard to find. He walked dusty roads, touched lepers, and forgave doubters. He told people not to put their trust in men but to follow Him. He never started a club with secret rules. He started a movement of freedom.

Your loved one may still be in darkness. But light, by nature, is patient and persistent. 

 

Now read John 6:25-59 and ask, “What does God and Jesus require of me?”


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In the Beginning Was the Equation

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“As we look out into the universe and identify the many accidents of physics and astronomy that have worked together to our benefit, it almost seems as if the universe must in some sense have known that we were coming.”

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A professor of maths  once mused that mathematics seems to exist outside space and time. Numbers do not wear out. Equations do not decay. The Pythagorean Theorem, like a star in a cloudless sky, shines just as brightly in the mind of a child today as it did among ancient Greek philosophers. Why is it that 2 + 2 equals 4—not just here, but anywhere, always? And why can this abstraction—unseen and untouchable—describe the ticking of atomic clocks and the spiralling arms of galaxies?

It is a question that mathematics itself cannot answer.

Mathematical truths are often treated as self-evident, but that assumption doesn’t explain their existence. Where did the truths come from? They are not physical. You cannot trip over the number two on a walk through the forest. You cannot bake “addition” in an oven. And yet, these invisible constructs govern everything from the flutter of a sparrow’s wing to the orbit of Jupiter. The universe obeys them—not because we’ve imposed them on it, but because they were already there.

That, to me, suggests more than order. It suggests intention. Perhaps we are not inventing mathematics at all. Perhaps we are discovering it, like explorers who stumble upon a world that was already drawn into the map of existence.

This insight forms the beating heart of intelligent design. The idea is not that science should be replaced with religion, but that the coherence and beauty of natural laws—especially those so immaterial and exact as mathematics—point to a rational origin. As the physicist and devout Christian Johannes Kepler once said, in discovering the laws of planetary motion, he felt he was “thinking God’s thoughts after Him.”

From a biblical standpoint, this makes sense. Genesis does not describe a chaotic, senseless cosmos but a world created by a logos—a word, a reason, a mind. The opening of John’s Gospel echoes this: “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God...” That word, logos, is the same root from which we get “logic.”

C.S. Lewis pointed out that humans became scientific not in spite belief in God, but because of it. Belief in a rational Creator gave them reason to believe the world could be understood. The laws of nature are not simply “there”; they reflect a Lawgiver.

Without such a mind behind the math, we’re left with mystery upon mystery. Why does math work? Why can something so abstract describe a universe so concrete? Why is it not otherwise? As Einstein asked, “The most incomprehensible thing about the universe is that it is comprehensible.”

It is here that intelligent design offers not a scientific formula, but a philosophical and theological explanation: because it was designed to be understood. Because behind the symbols and the logic, there is a mind. A person. A Creator who speaks in the language of order, and who invites us to understand—not just the equations of the world, but the heart behind them.

So yes, 2 + 2 equals 4. Not just as a rule, but as a whisper. A quiet voice pointing beyond time and space to the One who wrote the rules in the first place.


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Waitin’ on a Sunny Day

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Here I go again about that Hebrew word firgun. It's one of those words you can’t unsee once you know it. It means the joy we feel when we see others happy—not for anything they’ve done for us, not because it benefits us in any way, but just because they’re happy.

My eyes filled with tears last night for someone else’s happiness. Not someone I knew. Not even someone in the same country.

My wife and I were watching YouTube together, and, as algorithms do, it fed me something it knew I’d like: a video of 200 people in a field singing Bruce Springsteen’s Waitin’ on a Sunny Day.

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There they were, ordinary people singing with unbridled joy, their voices rising into the summer sky like birds that had forgotten what cages were. Something in that moment loosened something in me. When my wife stirred from her dream-slumber, began singing the chorus as sunbeams burst through the blinds. Scotland’s rare sunshine had found us.

But something deeper was happening.

Richard Dawkins, the renowned atheist and evolutionary biologist wrote:

“The universe we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good, nothing but blind, pitiless indifference.”

This made me pause.

Because if that were true; if the core of reality is truly indifferent, how do we explain firgun?

Why would we be wired to feel joy for someone else’s joy? Why would 200 strangers in another country move me to tears? Why would a wife, half-dreaming, wake up singing a song that connects her heart to mine?

Why do love, empathy, kindness, virtue, and sacrificial acts even exist in such a universe? Why does someone throw themselves in front of a train to save a child they don’t know? Why do we applaud goodness, even when it costs us?

You see, if we are merely the product of mindless evolution, if life is nothing more than survival and replication, then firgun is a liability. Altruism is wasteful. Empathy is inefficient. Kindness is, frankly, irrational.

But we know better. Our souls testify otherwise.

The world may sometimes appear indifferent, even cruel. But these moments—these little sunlit mercies—speak of something deeper. A moral inheritance. A spiritual dimension that no algorithm or formula can quite grasp.

We are not merely atoms and appetites. We are image-bearers of something greater. Something that smiles when we smile, that weeps when we weep. Something, someone, who planted the seeds of firgun in our hearts as evidence that love, not indifference, has the final word.

1 John 4:8 tells us who God is:

“God is love.”


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Imagine That!

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“This world is but a canvas to our imagination.”

Henry David Thoreau




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Imagine That!

One of the strangest things about being human is that we can suffer over things that aren’t real. We cry at the death of a character in a novel, even though we know they never lived. We lie awake at night rehearsing arguments we’ll never have, with people who aren’t in the room. We fall in love with an imagined future and grieve when life turns out otherwise. No other creature does this. A dog doesn’t weep at the idea of not going on that cruise advertised on TV. A robin doesn’t dream of flying to the moon.

But we do. We live in the what if, the maybe, the someday. We are builders of castles in the air—and mourners when they collapse.

It’s a strange gift. Our imagination gives us art, poetry, worship, science fiction, hope. I recall doing my master’s in creative writing and specialising in essays. One of my tutor marked assignments got me an incredibly high mark and the essay just fell out of my imagination just like that. Many writers and songwriters have had similar experiences. It seems the imagination can produce the goods when one concentrates.

I recall trying to memorise the periodic table and after two hours it was done. I just took an imaginary road trip and related certain elements to the places I passed.

In our imagination we build cathedrals, write symphonies, and spark revolutions. It lets us long for justice and picture peace before either exists. But it also burdens us with fear. We panic over possible diagnoses before the test results are in. We hold grudges for things never said but fully imagined. We construct entire identities around old wounds, building echo chambers in our heads where the past is always speaking.

I sometimes wonder what it would be like to live like the sparrow in the hedge, responding only to what is. No dread of the future. No mourning of the past. No mental reruns. Just now—the glint of the sun, the rustle of a leaf, the instinct to fly.

But that’s not the life we were given. Instead, we are creatures of memory and forethought, bound by what was and drawn forward by what might be. Our pain often comes not from what has happened, but from what we think could happen—or should have.

And yet… our greatest joys come from the same place. The hope of reconciliation. The dream of a better world. The sense that something greater lies beyond what we see.

That’s the paradox: we are the only species that suffers from imagination, and the only one saved by it.

We imagine God. Eternity. A new beginning. These are not mere illusions. They are signposts, suggesting that we are made for more than mud and molecules. The ache for something beyond may be the best evidence that we are meant for something beyond.

It is strange to be human. Strange and beautiful. We are haunted by the unreal yet often healed by it too. Our minds are theatres, sanctuaries, and sometimes prisons. But even in our darkest thoughts, a flicker of light persists: the ability to imagine a way out. A way forward. A way home.

 

Rather, as it is written:

“No eye has seen,

no ear has heard,

no heart has imagined,

what God has prepared for those who love Him.”

But God has revealed it to us by the Spirit.

Ephesians I:9,10. BSB.

 

 


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The Watchmen at the Gates of Dawn

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The Watchmen at the Gates of Dawn

They are shaped like almonds. Not nutritious as, but invaluable for cognition and functionality. I say “they” because we have two. Divided by a great wall, and yet, they share my thoughts.

Deep within the human brain lay the amygdalae. Though humble in size, they carry the weight of our life’s memories as they scan the horizon for anything that can potentially cause harm. They are the emotional watchman at the gate of our consciousness, standing guard in the shadows, alert to threat.

But like any faithful guards, it can be shaped by trauma.

In my own life, the amygdalae have become attuned—some might say over-attuned—to danger. A trauma in childhood trained it to keep the gates sealed tight, to be suspicious of certain tones, glances, and energies. Malice, aggression, hate—these now trigger deep internal signals: retreat, protect, withdraw. And I have listened. Not because I lack courage, but because I have learned, over time, the cost of leaving the gate unguarded to such humans.

The amygdales don’t use language. They speak through bodily sensations—a racing heart, a tight chest, the urge to flee. It remembers what the rational brain forgets. Even when the mind tells us, “You’re safe now,” the watchman may still see the shadows of the past cast over the present.

This is the paradox of being human: that our greatest protectors can also become our prison guards. That what once saved us might now isolate us.

And yet, the brain is not fixed. The amygdalae, like any seasoned gatekeepers, can be retrained. It listens—slowly, cautiously—to love, to safety, to consistency. It can learn to soften its alarms. Through prayer, silence, and the gentle presence of those who mean us no harm, the watchman may one day look out from the gate and find the landscape changed. Not a battlefield, but a garden.

I no longer fault my amygdalae for their vigilance. They have earned their scars. It remembers what I cannot bear to revisit. But I invite it to look again, to watch not only for danger—but for goodness too.

Because being human is not just about surviving the night. It's about learning, eventually, to trust the dawn.

 

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High

will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say to the LORD, “You are my refuge and my fortress,

my God, in whom I trust.”

 

Psalm 91:1-2 BSB



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How Mature are You? Can you be Trusted?

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The Trustworthy Life

 If your closest companion, your mate, a long-time friend, or a  family member were asked to rate your trustworthiness on a scale of one to ten, what score might they give you? And if they were someone known for their honesty, not one to flatter or withhold truth out of politeness, how might their answer sit with you?

It’s a sobering thought, but also a sacred one.

We live in a world where trust is a rare and precious currency. To be counted trustworthy is not a sentimental compliment, but a statement of character. Trust is the foundation of all meaningful relationships, and when it is broken, the cost is heartbreak, silence, and distance. As the Psalmist prayed in humility and self-awareness: "Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth; keep watch at the door of my lips." (Psalm 141:3) Our words, especially when spoken in confidence or anger, can shape or shatter someone's view of the world—and of us.

Among the many words for betrayal in the languages of the world, the Japanese Uragiri stands out. It literally means “cutting from behind.” What an image. You trust someone enough to walk ahead, to expose your back, believing they’ll guard it, not wound it. But some will. Whether in workplaces, families, or religious communities, there will always be those who whisper behind closed doors, who twist your words, who reveal what was shared in sacred confidence.

Perhaps the deepest wound of betrayal is not merely the breach of trust, but the silence in which it is committed; the lack of presence to defend oneself, to clarify, to correct. There is something cruel in being judged in absence, misrepresented in whispers. Psalm 41 gives voice to that pain:

"My enemies say with malice: 'When will he die and be forgotten?'
My visitor speaks falsehood; he gathers slander in his heart;
he goes out and spreads it abroad…
They imagine the worst for me: 'He will never rise again.'"
(Psalm 41:5–8)

These ancient words still echo in our modern wounds.

Yet not all is lost in the face of betrayal. There is hope. There is healing.

One of the wisest things we can do is to become the kind of person we ourselves wish we could trust. Someone who keeps confidences as sacred, who does not need to be told “don’t repeat this” because integrity is second nature. Someone who chooses dignity over drama, and compassion over gossip.

There are people in my past who never got close to knowing me—not because I was aloof, but because they had not earned my trust. And perhaps that’s the quiet wisdom life teaches us: you cannot share your soul with those who do not treasure it. We are not here to harden or to hide, but to love. And to love well, we must learn when to open our hearts, and when to guard them.

Trust is not a soft virtue; it is a strong one. It is forged in honesty, humility, and the ability to keep another’s story safe. And those who live trustworthy lives not only gain the respect of others—they gain the deeper dignity of self-respect. They sleep with a clear conscience. They speak without hidden agendas. They love without fear of betrayal, because they themselves would never betray.

So, if the question stings— “What mark out of ten would they give me?”—treasure the sting. Let it be a wake-up call, not a condemnation. A call to step into maturity, into grace, into a trustworthy life.

Because in the end, a life of trust is more peaceful. It’s more human. It’s more like Christ.


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Seen and Loved: A Reflection on Being Different

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Seen and Loved: A Reflection on Being Different

Inspired by Matthew from The Chosen

My wife and I have been watching The Chosen. Like any portrayal of the life of Jesus, it has its critics—what’s new? But in the quiet moments, in the glances exchanged and the words not said, it offers something beautiful. For me, it’s the character of Matthew who stands out.

Not because he’s portrayed as neurodivergent, although that may be part of it. But because he knows what it’s like to be on the outside looking in. To be met with puzzled looks instead of warm smiles. To be judged not for what you've done, but for who you are—your tone of voice, your silence, your need for order, or your lack of small talk.

How many of us have lived that story?

Some of us carry what the world calls “quirks.” We may speak differently, think differently, organize our lives with a precision that others can’t understand. We may struggle in noisy crowds or with the unspoken rules of social interaction. And in a culture that prizes sameness and speed, it can feel like we’re standing still on the wrong side of the glass.

But what I see in Matthew’s story—and more importantly, in Jesus’ response to him—is something healing. Jesus doesn’t ask Matthew to “tone it down” or fit in. He simply says, Follow me.

He calls the whole person.

And that, to me, is the Gospel in miniature. That God doesn’t just tolerate difference—He chooses it. He sees the order in our minds, the care in our words, the depth behind our silences. He sees the pain of rejection, and the courage it takes to keep showing up. And he calls us anyway.

To those who feel different—neurodivergent, misunderstood, or simply “other”—you are not broken. You are not less than. You are seen, loved, and invited. Just like Matthew.

The world may pass by, misunderstanding what it sees. But Jesus stops. And when he calls your name, he calls all of you—every carefully arranged thought, every stammered word, every quiet strength.

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But the LORD said to Samuel,

 “Do not consider his appearance or height, for I have rejected him; the LORD does not see as man does. For man sees the outward appearance, but the LORD sees the heart.” I Samuel 16:7


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So Britain Is Bottom of the Joy Class

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"Many walk around with faces like the Lewis Chessmen—ancient, unmoving, locked in a sort of permanent despair."



I woke this morning with the feeling that the Vikings had just raided. The latest study shows that Britain is at the bottom of the class when it comes to joy—and the world’s press, from the Arab world to India and the West, seem to gloat in our misery.

But did we really need a study to tell us what we already feel? Thick gloom hangs over the land. Many walk around with faces like the Lewis Chessmen—ancient, unmoving, locked in a sort of permanent despair.

So how do we console ourselves?

Here’s my answer: grab your backpack and head for something exciting—like a long walk. Try the West Highland Way or the Pennine Way or follow any trail near you. Meet the world out on the footpaths and rediscover the joy that’s quietly waiting in nature. It’s not about money or status. It’s about connection.

Look at the Philippines and Indonesia—both top of the global joy charts. Having travelled to the Philippines, I can tell you what their secret is: social connection and spirituality. But I tell you, the gloom will only deepen if we stay in that cycle of social media and the cyber hive. It’s time for a radical shift. Go out there and see why many from around the world visit our nature.

Step outside. Breathe. Talk to a stranger. Meet the many tourists who come to our shores to experience our landscapes. We have something special here.

But there’s something even deeper behind the joy factor: spirituality. Many of the happiest countries in the study are places where belief and hope still live at the heart of the culture. There’s a quiet revival happening—especially among the young. More and more are returning to churches, particularly young men. Figures like Jordan Peterson and various online thinkers are sparking something—a light in the gloom.

If you've never opened a Bible, why not give it a try? Start with the Gospel of Matthew. You might be surprised by how much it speaks into our modern fog.

In the end, joy isn’t something the world hands you. It’s something you choose to seek. Sometimes, it begins with lacing up your boots, turning off your phone, and walking out into something bigger than yourself.


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The Camino de Santiago; It's Time For the Pilgrimage

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"We do not need to explain these long walks to everyone...those who have walked understand: the trail changes you. And once it does, the walk never truly ends."



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It's Time For the Pilgrimage 


There is a mystery to long walks in the world’s grand places. Across continents and cultures, from the dusty paths of the Camino de Santiago to the granite trails of the West Highland Way, Klipspringer Hiking Trail the, Yosemite Grand Travers, the wind-carved coastlines of Norway or Italy and Austria's Alpine regions people set off, boots laced, and packs loaded, with a longing that’s difficult to articulate. It’s more than tourism. More than exercise. The terrain speaks to something deeper. Something ancient.

What drives us to take these long, solitary walks? Why are so many drawn to leave behind the comforts of modern life to trek through mountains, deserts, moorlands, and forests—sometimes for days or even weeks at a time?

The Call of the Wild Places

The natural world has always been the setting for spiritual encounters. Moses met God on a mountain. Jesus fasted in a wilderness. The early Celtic saints sought the thin places—those wild spaces where the veil between heaven and earth seemed worn, transparent. There’s something about vastness and silence that awakens the soul.

When we step into these grand landscapes, we enter a different rhythm. The chatter of daily life falls away, replaced by the whisper of wind through grass, the cry of a bird overhead, the distant rush of water. Walking becomes a kind of prayer—each step a word, each mile a verse in a slow, unfolding psalm.

In such places, God seems nearer, not because He is more present there, but because we are. Our minds settle. Our eyes open. We begin to see not just creation, but the Creator’s imprint on every rock and tree and changing sky.

Stripping Away What Doesn't Matter

Long-distance walking has a humbling effect. It pares life down to essentials: water, rest, food, warmth. We learn the cost of carrying too much, both literally and figuratively. There is a discipline in choosing what to leave behind. In this simplicity, we begin to notice how cluttered our lives have become—how many of our worries are unnecessary, how much noise we live with.

In the walking, we begin to shed more than weight. We shed the versions of ourselves we’ve been holding tightly to: the competent professional, the overachiever, the person always in control. On the trail, we become something more elemental. Human, vulnerable, dependent.

The journey becomes a mirror. With no screens to distract, no tasks to complete, we’re left with ourselves. And it is in this solitude—sometimes uncomfortable, sometimes liberating—that many begin to face long-buried thoughts or griefs. Walking through wildness often becomes a form of healing, because the path doesn’t ask for eloquence or perfection—only honesty and movement.

On Meeting Strangers

Though many set out alone, the trail has a way of bringing people together. There’s something deeply human in meeting someone at a trail marker, sharing a flask of coffee, comparing blisters and stories. These encounters are rarely shallow. Perhaps it’s the shared vulnerability of the walk that opens people up. The miles invite reflection, and reflection seeks expression.

In these fleeting friendships—formed over shared hardship, under starry skies or in stormy weather—we’re reminded of a truth: that life, like the trail, is meant to be walked together, at least in part. There's no need for small talk when both people are tired, sore, and staring into the same majestic landscape. Conversation moves quickly to things that matter.

Finding the Self You Lost

The great paradox of pilgrimage is that it often begins with a desire to escape but ends in rediscovery. We go to get away from the demands and routines of life, but in doing so we encounter a version of ourselves we had forgotten.

Out in the open, stripped of pretence, we meet the child who once loved stars, the soul who still dreams, the person who prays not in words but in wonder. Somewhere between the first mile and the final descent, we recover what the noise and pace of life had eroded: a sense of direction, of calling, of hope.

The road does not give answers easily. But it shapes us. It teaches patience. It demands perseverance. It opens the door to awe. And awe, I believe, is the beginning of wisdom.

The Ongoing Journey

There’s a reason why, after the walk is done, so many return home changed. Not always in ways visible to others—but changed, nonetheless. They carry in their memory the scent of pine, the shimmer of dawn mist, the silence of ridgelines, the sound of their own heartbeat in remote places. They carry a renewed sense that life is not just a list of obligations, but a path.

The world’s grand places—its mountain paths and coastal ways, its desert trails and forest roads—call us not just to see beauty, but to remember what it means to be human. To walk with purpose. To endure with grace. To feel small and yet known.

We do not need to explain these long walks to everyone. Some things are better understood with the feet than with the tongue. But those who have walked understand: the trail changes you. And once it does, the walk never truly ends.

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A memorable encounter on a quiet pathway never forgotten

They asked each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us as He spoke with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?” 

Luke 14 (BSB).

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The Divine Pulse in a Secular World

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"What happens when we sever the roots that nourished us?

 A tree doesn’t collapse the day it’s cut. It stands for a while. 

But then, it fades. The fruit stops. 

And one day, it falls."

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They’re coming.

From the east and the south, through shattered cities and weary camps, countless souls are heading West. They’re not chasing only comfort or calm, they’re drawn by something subtler. Something you can’t quite see, like the warmth of firelight flickering just out of sight. It’s more than opportunity they seek; it’s a way of living. A way that, whether we say it or not, was shaped long ago. By the Bible.

Even now, when faith is often muted or moulded to fit modern tastes, the pulse of Christian scripture still runs deep beneath our cultural skin. Believer or not, we walk through a world that echoes something holy.

Look close at our laws and you’ll spot ancient wisdom beneath the legal lingo. “Do not murder.” “Do not steal.” “Don’t bear false witness.” These aren’t just lines carved in stone—they’re the spine of our justice. We punish violence. We guard the truth. We honour promises. What’s now codified in law once lived in hymns and homilies.

The West, for all its flaws, tried to build on that base. Hospitals began as acts of mercy. Universities like Harvard and Oxford sprang from a hunger to know God and serve society. Our instinct to care for the sick, the outsider, the poor. This didn’t grow from pragmatism, but from the radical idea that every human bear God’s image.

Yet today, many hold that the cosmos is cold and empty. No truth. No purpose. No obligation. But in such a world, why care? Why forgive? Why show mercy when no one's keeping score?

Altruism isn’t so easily pinned to evolution. It doesn’t fit the model of survival first. Still, it endures like a stubborn echo from another place. We give. We grieve injustice. We send aid across oceans. Some even lay down their lives. What moves us, in a world that claims meaning is myth?

Something deeper stirs us. A memory hidden in our culture’s bones. Like a tune from childhood, the Bible hums through our values, even when we think we’ve tuned it out.

Just listen: we still speak of grace, of purpose, of redemption. We say someone “redeemed themselves,” barely pausing to feel the weight of that word. Even our calendar counts from Christ. Our holidays, our language, our rhythms, they bear His imprint.

And we shouldn’t be embarrassed by this legacy. We should cherish it. Because the justice we pursue, the compassion we show, the dignity we assume—these aren’t givens. They were learned. Fought for. Fed by generations of spiritual discipline.

Of course, the West’s story has ugly shadows. Hypocrisy. Empire. Bloodshed. These truths must be faced. But they don’t erase the good. Christian faith sparked abolition. It birthed aid missions. It fuels hope still. In hearts that rebuild, forgive, and begin again.

And so, the question: What happens when we sever the roots that nourished us? A tree doesn’t collapse the day it’s cut. It stands for a while. But then, it fades. The fruit stops. And one day, it falls.

We are in that waiting time. The season of slow withering. We want the fruit but not the root. Justice, without the Judge. Peace, without the Prince. The kingdom, but not the King.

But freedom alone isn’t enough. We crave meaning. We want to believe that love is more than brain chemistry, that pain has purpose, that goodness is no fluke. That longing, it’s not weakness. It’s a sign. A hint that we were made for more.

Maybe that’s why they come. Not just to flee, but to arrive. To taste the fruit of a tree they didn’t plant but somehow know.

A tree whose leaves still heal.
A tree with roots in forever.

"He has shown you, O man, what is good. 

And what does the LORD require of you but to act justly, 

to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?"

Micah 6:8


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6 Degrees to 4.7 Degrees of Separation and Narrowing

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"The soul should always stand ajar..."

— Emily Dickinson 



One summer afternoon, my wife and I found ourselves wandering through the heart of Edinburgh. The city was alive—the Edinburgh International Festival in full swing—its streets a river of faces, music, and colour. As we strolled along The Royal Mile, weaving through the crowds, I glanced around at the endless tide of people and turned to my wife.

"It's strange," I said, "but we're connected, somehow, to everyone here."

I was thinking about the old idea of six degrees of separation—the notion that, at most, six social connections link any two people on Earth. It first caught public imagination back in 1929, when Hungarian writer Frigyes Karinthy penned a short story exploring the theory.

But our connection to strangers, I realised, isn't just about having some ancient Celt in our family tree, waving a claymore across the misty glens. It’s something closer, more immediate. The idea that through friends, colleagues, or even a neighbour's brother-in-law, we are just a few steps away from anyone on the planet.

And sometimes life offers moments that make you believe it.

2008: An Auspicious Coincidence

It was during the depths of the British recession. I had flown to Krakow, Poland—my first time there—with the heavy purpose of visiting Auschwitz. One evening, sitting in a bustling square, I shared a meal with some friends, the laughter and chatter of other diners surrounding us like a low tide.

Across the way, I noticed a young man—maybe 22—stealing glances at me. He watched, hesitated, and finally stood up, slipping on his jacket. As he made to leave, he veered toward me, almost awkwardly.

"Excuse me," he said. "Did you give a lecture in the Scotland about young people in crisis?"

I blinked, surprised. "Yes," I said. "How on earth do you know that?"

He smiled and explained: he had a copy of the lecture on CD, passed to him by a friend of a friend.

"It was your voice," he said. "I recognised your voice."

Six degrees of separation? Sometimes, it feels like only one.

In 2011, Facebook researchers analysed the entire network of Facebook users — over 700 million people at the time — and found that the average separation between any two users was only 4.74 degrees. That’s even closer than the original theory suggested! It was living proof, using modern data, that the world really is incredibly connected.


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Wanted, Fellow Pilgrims on the Road to Life

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"The disciple whom Jesus loved."


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Throughout my life, I’ve let go of friends, not with bitterness, nor in haste, but with the slow, certain pull of time and truth. There’s a kind of mourning in it, a quiet ache, yet also a breath of renewal, it’s like walking out of a room that has grown too small and breathing in wide, open air.

When I was younger, friendships came easily. A shared laugh, a nearby desk, a common hobby — those were enough, or at least they seemed so. But as the years slipped by, I found that companionship alone could not fill the deeper spaces of the heart. Real friendship, I realized, isn’t just about enjoying someone’s presence; it’s a shared loyalty to something larger than ourselves, notably truth, goodness and  loyalty to the things that still matter long after the laughter fades.

C.S. Lewis once said, in The Four Loves, that friendship is born when one soul says to another, “What! You too? I thought I was the only one.” It’s that glimpse of a common truth, a shared vision, that binds people deeper than circumstance ever could. And when that shared glimpse fades — or was never truly there — even the easiest friendships eventually wither.

Even in a Christian life, where love for all is our call, not every bond is meant for intimacy. Love is owed to everyone; closeness is a stewardship. Even Jesus, loving with a perfect heart, drew nearer to some more than others. Among the Twelve, there was John — “the disciple whom Jesus loved” — a quiet closeness Scripture hints at but does not fully unfold. Jesus loved them all. Yet with John, there was something different: a deeper resonance, a knowing beyond words.

I think of that often, when I feel the pull to step closer to some and quietly part from others. It isn’t a failure of love; it’s honouring the rare gift that true friendship is: a joining of hearts chasing the same light.

Some friends I left behind because our paths no longer bent toward the same truth. Some ties were nothing more than nostalgia wrapped in the illusion of love. Others slowly showed a dissonance too deep for even kindness to bridge. In letting them go, I’ve made space for what is real, companions who hunger for the same kingdom, whose eyes are softened by the same mercy.

There’s no anger in it, only gratitude for the good memories, and for the clearer path ahead.

I’ve come to believe we are shaped by those we walk with. And as the years gather behind me, I find I have less patience for those who tread lightly over sacred things. To love all is a command; to choose friends with care is a sacred task.


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A Personal Reflection on Faith and Love

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday, 27 Apr 2025, 12:59


The more afraid someone is of being vulnerable, 

the more likely they are to crave power to protect themselves.


As a Christian, I find my mind increasingly troubled, caught between a faith rooted in Christ’s simplicity and a world of religious institutions that elevate men to positions that seem perilously close to divine authority. What was meant to offer sanctuary often unsettles my soul instead. These systems, while proclaiming themselves divinely inspired, assert possession of “the truth,” yet over time they reveal a disquieting instability: doctrines shift, policies mutate, the certainties they once insisted upon are revised or abandoned altogether. For a faith founded on eternal constancy, such wavering is a source of deep spiritual anguish.

The voice of Jesus, however, cuts through the noise with unwavering clarity. I hear His words like a balm: Ephesians 2:18 — “For through him we both have our access in one Spirit to the Father.” Access not mediated by man, not rationed out by councils or congregations, but granted directly through the Son. No hierarchy. No gatekeepers. Just the open arms of the Father.

And yet, this pure truth collides painfully with the systems that call themselves "Christian." How can one be "God-inspired" when the truths declared today contradict the convictions of yesterday? The inconsistency rattles my conscience. It feels not like the sure hand of God but like the restless reshaping of human hands hands that are ever building, ever altering, ever grasping.

I struggle especially with the triangular power structures so often found: a narrow summit crowded by men who demand obedience, beneath which the faithful are organized in descending ranks. It is a vision of authority that seems so far removed from the Servant-King who knelt to wash feet. These leaders, in claiming a special insight into the will of God, all too often position themselves between the believer and the Father, a role Christ alone was meant to fill. Instead of nurturing a personal relationship with God, such systems seem designed to tether believers to the institution itself, binding them with obligations of loyalty and conformity.

Nowhere is the fracture more visible than in the practices of disfellowshipping, excommunication, and shunning. I have seen the devastation first-hand: families torn, lifelong friendships shattered, hearts broken, not because of rebellion against Christ, but because of a refusal to conform to human interpretations. To see love wither under the weight of institutional control wounds me more deeply than words can say.

I cannot help but think of the Pharisees whom Jesus rebuked — men who, under the guise of devotion, twisted God’s law into heavy burdens. Jesus did not condemn their desire for righteousness but their blindness to love. And now, I see the same spirit alive: a fierce preservation of order at the expense of mercy, a clinging to image over compassion.

Even worse, some of these institutions, in their desperation to protect themselves, have hidden grievous wrongs. Stories of abuse, concealment, and silence abound, revealing a chilling truth: when survival of the organization becomes the highest aim, Christ’s call to love the least of these is drowned out.

Despite this, my heart remains tender. I do not look down on those who remain within these structures. I understand the longing for belonging, for certainty, for a place to anchor one’s soul. Many within are sincere, seeking God with all they have. I love them — they are my brothers and sisters, fellow wanderers in search of home.

But I cannot quiet the deep, persistent voice within me — a voice that whispers of another way. A way free from the heavy scaffolding of human authority. A way rooted in Christ alone. A way where love is not subject to committees, and access to the Father is not doled out as a reward for obedience.

In the end, all the shifting doctrines, all the changing policies, all the clamour of human systems fall away before the simple, unchanging truth:
Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.
No institution, no council, no leader can stand in His place. Through Him alone, I have access to the Father.
And through that access, I find peace.


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Parents, Who Would Have Them?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Friday, 25 Apr 2025, 12:28


“The pain of youth becomes the story of age.”
Victor HugoLes Misérables 


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It’s a pleasant spring morning in Scotland. I’m giving my legs a shuffle and feeling my heart pumping life force around my body. It’s the Clyde Walkway, and I figure I’ll do a ninety-minute walk before picking up a new guitar in Glasgow.

Apparently, the man walking on my left comes from the same town I grew up in until I was fourteen. He goes on to tell me the most bizarre story.

     “I’m at school one morning.” (Isn’t it strange, how we speak of the past in the present?)

     “What school?” I ask.

     “St Gerard’s, in Govan,” he replies, then continues. “After school that day, I go to the Plaza to see The War Wagon.”

     “Oh, I saw that! Wasn’t the movie shown with it The Perils of Pauline? Goodness, I had a teenage crush on Betty Hutton. My pal Dec and I went to see it three times in one week,” I say.

     “So, after the movies, I go home—and guess what?” he says.

     “What?”

     “No one’s in. They did a runner. Moved.”

     “Get away.”

     “Sure. I knock on the neighbour’s door, and they tell me the removal lorry came and took everything away that afternoon.”

     “So, what did you do?”

     “I call my grannie, and she tells me they’ve moved from Govan to Pollok.”

     “What happened next?”

     “I have no money, so I walk it—from Govan to Pollok. And when I got home, it was just like another day. My mother said, ‘How was school today?’”

While we walked, a silence descended as I tried to take all this in. I think kids were tougher back in the day. But that depends on the time, place and guardians. "The past was a different country, they did things differently there" the author wrote.

But then I asked my fellow walker, “So what was the story? Why didn’t you know you were moving?”

     “I must have just forgot they told me we’d be moving that day.”

     "Sure, give them the benefit of the doubt; it's the right thing to do."

 

 

 

 


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What's Missing in Life?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday, 4 June 2025, 13:34


Joy was a “desire that is itself more desirable than any satisfaction.”




“You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.”

— Augustine, Confessions

There is an ache that follows us, quietly persistent. We feel it in the stillness after the music fades, in the let down that follows even our happiest moments, in the silence after a longed-for dream has been realised, and still, something is missing. Some try to fill it with materialism, the new car, the new house, sex, travel and other forms of temporary pleasures that create that dopamine lift that quickly fades.

Augustine named this ache centuries ago. It is the restlessness of the soul made for another world.

Augustine’s confession is not just personal it's universal. Every human life is lived in pursuit of something that seems always just out of reach. The ancient philosopher Blaise Pascal described it as a “God-shaped vacuum” in the heart of every man, something no created thing can fill. We attempt to plug it with distractions, with ambition, with relationships, with causes, but none last. They flicker, and the ache returns.

C.S. Lewis, perhaps our greatest modern apologist of longing, called this ache Joy, but not joy in the way we commonly speak of it. For Lewis, Joy was a “desire that is itself more desirable than any satisfaction.” It came unbidden, in glimpses—a shaft of sunlight in the woods, a half-remembered song, the smell of autumn leaves—and vanished before it could be captured. It was not the thing itself, but the signpost toward it. Lewis came to believe that Joy was evidence not of delusion, but of design. “If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy,” he wrote, “the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.”

Augustine, Pascal, and Lewis all agree on something essential: we are creatures with eternity planted in our hearts. We bear the imprint of a home we have never fully seen but somehow remember. We are like exiles, living with a homesickness that nothing here can cure. And this is not weakness—it is revelation.

The modern world tells us to silence this restlessness. It offers distractions, consumerism, achievement, digital escapism. But Christianity dares to say: no, listen to it. That ache is not the problem; it is the pointer. Like hunger points to food, and thirst to water, so longing points to God.

Pascal wrote that the infinite abyss within us “can only be filled by an infinite and immutable object; in other words, by God himself.” Not ideas about God. Not religion for its own sake. But God, personal, relational, knowable.

This is the essence of apologetics not as argument, but as invitation. We do not only offer evidence for God's existence; we invite weary souls to come home. The restless heart, the sudden Joy, the persistent yearning—these are whispers of the divine calling us to return. As Augustine put it, “Late have I loved you, beauty so old and so new.”

To speak of God, then, is to speak not just of theology, but of homecoming—of the One in whom every longing finds its end, and every wandering heart, its rest.

"God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any one of us.."Acts 17:27 (BSB).

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The Ache of Longing: A Fjord, Grandma's Garden, Paradise

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Monday, 21 Apr 2025, 07:51


And each man will sit under his own vine and under his own fig tree, 

with no one to frighten him. For the mouth of the LORD of Hosts has spoken.

 - Micah 4:4


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I asked my wife recently what her happiest childhood memory was. Without hesitation, she said, "Playing in my grandparents’ garden back in our little village in the Philippines." I saw that memory come alive again just this weekend. As she bent down among the flowerbeds, bedding new plants with quiet joy, her face glowed with the same peace I imagined she felt as a child. There was something sacred about it.

It brought me back to a thought I explored in a previous blog—the idea of redesigning life on earth. Despite the fractures of this world, despite its often hopeless state, there are still oases of healing. Why is it that we experience deep psychological and physical restoration when exposed to nature? Science points to hormones, neural pathways, circadian rhythms. But I think it’s simpler than that: we were made for a garden.

This was God’s original plan—for us to cultivate the earth, to walk with Him in a place of harmony. But something broke. The emergence of selfishness and evil shattered that sacred space. And yet, deep within, the longing remains.

It’s no coincidence that we are drawn to beauty, to peace, to the natural world. Who hasn’t at some point prayed the Lord’s Prayer and glossed over the words, “Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven”? Or heard Jesus' words to the criminal on the cross: “You will be with me in Paradise.” These are not vague hopes. They’re promises—a return to the garden.

And maybe that’s what our longing really is: an ache for Paradise.

I’ve felt this longing since I was a boy. I remember the moment it took hold. My music teacher had introduced us to the haunting, soul-deep compositions of Edvard Grieg. As the first notes of Morning played, I was no longer in the classroom. I was somewhere else—somewhere vast and wild, where mist clung to mountains and fjords cut deep into the earth like ancient wounds of beauty. I was ten years old, but I felt something I couldn't name: a kind of homesickness for a country I had never seen.

Later I would learn the German word Fernweh—a deep longing for a faraway place, especially one you’ve never been. That word has stayed with me because it captures something I’ve never quite shaken. Even now, when I hear Grieg’s Peer Gynt Suite, something stirs. I feel the tug of mountains I’ve never climbed, forests I’ve never wandered, and air I’ve never breathed but somehow know in my bones. It’s as though that music opened a door in me, revealing a home I’ve yet to find.

Strangely, this ache is not unique. It’s deeply personal, yes—but universally human. We are creatures of longing.

I often wonder—if I moved to Scandinavia, would I still feel the same ache? Or would I miss the rugged coastline of Scotland, the wild Atlantic winds, the place I’ve called home for decades?

Perhaps the truth is that we belong to that redesigned society we pondered on in the previous blog. Maybe Fernweh is a reminder that we have roots scattered across the earth, planted by stories, by melodies, by memories passed down or inherited in ways we can’t explain. My own surname is Celtic, with threads tied to the old Norse. Who’s to say that somewhere deep in the psyche, those ancestral echoes aren’t still at work?

And maybe that’s where the spiritual meets the personal. Could it be that this longing—whether for gardens or fjords, tropics or tundra—isn’t about geography at all? Maybe it’s a longing for the world as it was meant to be. Maybe it’s the soul’s way of remembering Eden.

My friends and I often discuss God’s future plans. Will the faithful go to heaven or remain on earth? Could Paradise be somewhere not yet revealed? I don’t claim to know. But one thing I do believe: in that place, wherever it is, we won’t feel homesick.

Because home, in its truest sense, isn’t just a place. It’s the fulfilment of every yearning we’ve ever had. It’s the sound of Grieg’s mountains, the scent of a grandmother’s garden, the quiet joy of planting something beautiful in the soil. It’s the world made whole again.


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