Un-spellchecked, unlinked, grammatically-tragic review of m257 is now available.
That was unpleasant. Today I’ve spent eight hours, drank a litre of red bull and hurt my mind struggling to get my TMA done. I posted it four-thirty of the pm. [Real-posted as opposed to virtual, maths is retro..] What lessons have been learned?
None, I’d guess.
That was the most shameful cobbled-together peices of tripe that I’ve ever submitted. Because it was analysis, and I knew the answers, there’s a slight chance that I won’t suffer as much as I should, but I hope that I fail this one. I should. There’s no way that I should be able to have not done an entire unit and still do a TMA solely from an [inspired?] cribbing of the answers to the exercises.
I’m not sure that, at bottom, I want to fail, but there’s a large part of me who thinks that it would be a good idea if I did. I deserve a lesson in not getting into this sorry-state ever again.
The horror is that I may, just, get away with this—I sicken myself.
This is becoming boring.
I’ve had to take a day off work tomorrow so that I can complete my TMA. I’ve still got one-and-one-half questions to do and one unit book still only glanced at. I’m angry with me—this is the worst [OU] mess that I’ve ever been in, and I should know better, I ain’t no tyro. There are excuses: the M257 exam, a busy work-life, a new computer and it’s crappy default behaviour, my run-down condition [back under eight stone]. Still…
One of the most important things that the OU has taught me is to be honest, about me. And if I’m being honest, this was inevitable. There’s too much going on in my life, something had to give. True, I spent Sunday lying on the couch reading a book [not a course one], but I needed that—another thing that I’ve learnt, know when you’re knackered. To be aware of your failings is a form of success.
We’re all going to be here, where I’m now, sometime—the nadir—the point is to win through. It’s the mental toughness, it’s the “I won’t lie down’, it’s the I’m going to learn whatever, that will pull us through. Actually it’s about your mastery of you.
We should all wake at dawn, watch the Sun come up and just say, “I can do it!”. We don’t, but in our heads we must pretend that we do.
[password hell so I'll post here.]
Finished in under two hours and time for a check of the paper. Usually I'm still writing when the 'stop writing now' announcement. Never had any time to look back before.
Very fair exam I thought, no spinballs.
I'll write a proper post later, after a wee drinkee
We play at exams.
I've spent the best part of this week haunting the course-fora trying to learn/be helpful. This has been the first course [for me] in a while where revision has been a soo shared thing. I'm reminded of the web apps..
Whatever my result I've enjoyed this course; I've met, and coded with some great people. Tonight I just feel a savage joy that tomorrow I'll be tested. Probably some adrenaline/cider thing.
I'll write a proper post soon, but I'll say this: when a group of people wish to achieve something they will.
A number of blogs here are talking about Web 2.0.
Doesn't exist. It's swatch of pastel colours, a big-point in-vogue-font-stack, and an asynchronous GET/POST request. This isn't new.
Didn't you notice that you could slice bread?
Sometime this month, or next, I'm going to hit 10000 visits to this nonsense. I'm not sure what that means. Either in itself or to me.
I'm not in Jon's class of course, but still 10k seems a lot. I don't look at it that often so it can't be just me.
There's a big part of me that's ashamed that I even know the number or what keywords will throw up [] my site when you search on google.
There's another part of me who wants to be heard. Because I do have something to say; I don't know how to say it or what it is. I've spent a good part of the last six years trying to articulate something that I can't quite grasp.
If I ever do manage to state it, it will be because I'm here, at the OU, amongst friends and fellow learners, amongst people who value knowledge, not for what it can do for them but for it own sake, amongst people I love.
Maybe that's what I want to say?
It's been a long week and next week will be longer—m257 exam on Thursday—too much red bull will be drunk, I'll be awake far too long.
So tonight I thought—brain food and a drunken early sleep. So here's the menu...
[HG will mean that I got it from my garden]
When I can make my own cider and dispense with HG when I discuss food I'll be a happy man, although I will never catch & smoke my own salmon.
I'm a hypocrite in my heart.
The ultimate chocolate sundae. And oh, the guilt.
[Warning! JavaScript and prime Numbers.]
I spent tonight not revising, I spent my time in a more productive fashion—hacking JavaScript/HTML/CSS. I feel happy.
And since I didn't get my blog post finished, I'm going to spend tomorrow doing the same.
Plenty of time to revise after the exam.
There's a number at the bottom of my blog that I try my hardest to ignore, but don't.
I'm getting close to the point where I forever have to ignore it, or do something that I pretend that I don't like—mention it.
It's times like these that I fully realize what a rotten, rotten human being I am, and what I'm here for.
You all know what's going to happen, don't you?
While I'm waiting for my Mousakka experiment to turn into cardboard I thought that I'd rant about Typography for a while.
It bothers me that peoples' blogs here are so hard to read. That's down to bad typography. Not peoples' fault
My blog may be a stream of stupidity but it's easy to read. That didn't just happen—I was taught. So you can learn how to do it. Why isn't it built into this...mgoodulee..whatever it is?
I think that I have enough drink.
I've read a few things that give me hope that we're in for our usual shambling kitch-fest, but I worry. Blue and Jedwood? It's as if people are trying to ruin the occasion by taking it seriously.
Still, one must do one's civic duty—get drunk, do a proper scorebook and watch the entire thing.
Here's my recipe...
When picking the nettles, think about the size of your head, about double that will give four portions.
At this point we need to deal with the dealing with nettle-stuff. We're not in parsley [Kansas] territory anymore—no stalks are wanted here. So plunk it into a sink and prepare your scissors.
Have another couple of ciders, until the dirt sinks to its level. What's wanted now the young leaves, so snip these off into a collander, discarding the old, the blighted and the dodgy.
Drain the sink, remembering that those little bits of green that block bthe plug-hole will sting you!
Now it's time to make the soup.
As this was my first attempt at the nettle I decided to be basic. So ingredients:
You can adjust these according to your circumstances.
Sweat stuff down, sweat the nettles, blitz, swirl in the cream, all the usual soup stuff.
Then have one bowl, do lots of carrying stuff, have more cider and worry.
stuff's good
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