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Hello to all and welcome again to my blog. I am always inspired to write as I have a lot of experiences and feelings to share about. 😁 

Today is special because after a long and arduous time of job searching, I have finally got the opportunity to have an interview on Tuesday. It might not happen the way as I exactly want it to happen but at least it's a chance. It has encouraged me at least to keep trying and to not give up on the search. Ok, so, it is a property agency, which I have little to no experience in, however, I am so excited at the idea of learning new things and growing in another field of sales. Bigger projects. A new environment. A fresh start. I am gonna hope and pray that something will come out of this, but whatever happens will happen and I have faith that what happens will be for the best for me.

Ahh, it is quite the good life just having a few ups and downs, but the slopes are what make us more grateful for what we can achieve and overcome. I believe certainly that the challenges are what make us stronger and wiser. They also help us to make better choices in life after the mistakes that we often make. The mistakes that we make just give us the opportunity to grow and have a healthier mindset. What I mean is that we are able to take constructive criticism to have a better outlook on ourselves and others in the way we work. It helps us to know how we can do a better job overall and therefore get ahead in life. That's all. Mistakes are actually really good for us sometimes. It's a learning curve. 

Well, today I am writing to you because, not only about the excitement I have for my potential job, but writing is a great way of just expressing my thoughts. I wonder what other methods there are to express thoughts. If you are reading this, would you be able to share in the comments what methods you use to express your thoughts or emotions? I am always finding ways to get my thoughts out and make them concrete for example, painting, writing, jogging, dancing, etc. 

With expressing my emotions, they often come out negatively through tears and snot 😆, but I unfortunately also have negative copers such as vaping/smoking, which I promise to stop soon since I wanna have children. In any case, I am also seeing a psychologist to help me through my thought processes as well as a psychiatrist for the medical side of things. 

Anyway, as I said, slopes, ups and downs, roller coasters, the works. I guess that's what life is, but there is reward and hope to be found in it. Light at the end of the tunnel as they say. 

Thank you for visiting😄. I hope to hear from you guys and make sure that you share your thoughts on the subject if you would like to. 

Your faithful blogger,

Briony

Dear Reader

I apologize for not posting in a while. Things have gotten so hectic. I didn't get the job that I was interviewed for at a photo developing company. I am quite bummed about it but what can one do but keep trying. Currently, I am unemployed, but I must keep moving forward although it is quite discouraging and difficult sometimes. What can I do but push forward and try.

Life didn't present itself as so difficult and heart-breaking when I was little. When I grew up into adulthood, it was quite a shock to the system actually. Having to adapt to the change, I needed to be put onto anti-depressants. Modern times are definitely hard considering the messed-up world we live in. How can one live without being medicated, I wonder, since it is not a very pleasant world to live in after all?

All I desire, once in a while, is to roam through a forest and smell that green nature that I cannot get by living in the city. All I can smell sometimes is furniture at home or the fumes of emissions from the car exhaust or living in the same routine without a break. I think that most are medicated for the sake of trying to survive in a hostile or boring environment without any adventure. 

Well, all is good in the hood anyhoo. I have what I need so what else could I ask for? I should count my blessings to make myself feel a bit better which I have been doing, and it does work. Life is hard but all we can do is to do our best and wait out the circumstances as time will heal and mend itself.