*The following article may be offensive to some, for which I do not apologise. It is your choice to read it.
** I realised the last paragraph had not copied over and has now been added. 17.2.21
And then, one day you wake up! I mean, we wake up every day, if we are lucky, but this was not waking up literally, it was waking up metaphorically. I had thought I was awake before now, although, when I think about it now, it actually feels more like being reborn.
Well, it was a funny old week, last week. I was sitting at home last Monday, I had been out walking on the Saturday before and as I crossed the road, I broke into a run, as the traffic was coming faster than anticipated, when something popped in the back of my leg and the pain shot up through it. I hobbled back to the house, put a heavy elastic bandage on it and rested it for the rest of the day. I phoned Out of Hours the next day, as my sister said it sounded like a torn tendon or ligament and that I should go to A&E to get it looked at, as it could be serious and put me out of action for months. My aunt had died on the Saturday night too, and there was no way I was going to sit in A&E for maybe 4 hours or more on a Sunday.
So, there I was on the Monday, I couldn’t settle myself to reading or doing anything, and thinking things over, when a feeling of tremendous peace came over me, it reminded me of that passage in the Bible where is says, ‘the scales fell from his eyes and he could see again’, that is what it was like. This is a very short version of what happened, there were other things going on too, but in the space of 10 seconds, everything changed, my eyes were opened and the things I thought mattered or were important, no longer are. Just like that! As Tommy Cooper used to say!
‘I can see clearly now, the pain has gone!’ (My God song!) My eyes have been opened and I can now see the absurdity of the world and humanity. And the world was never more absurd than it is at present. Take this whole covid scamdemic, it’s a joke, it really is. Grown men and women walking around in fear of a flu (or a contaminated vaccine, there do seem to be 2 factors at work here, from what I can make out). And where are the men? Really, where have all the men gone? Are there are none left but these snivelling gutless wonders, big girls blouses and the sad psychologically castrated shadows of their ancestral selves? And if there is anyone reading this who knows Sam Smith, or even is Sam Smith, would someone please tell him, ‘You’re a bloke, you might be gay but you are still a f*cking bloke! And you will never be a ‘mummy! GET A GRIP!’ And the rest of you, grow a pair, ffs!
Let me tell you something, and I’m saying it right to you, if you are walking around with a mask on, you are a twat, you look like a twat and you are a twat! And if you are walking around with a mask, a visor and a pair of latex gloves (like the twat, I met out walking 3 weeks ago) then you really need to take a long look at yourself. If you are out and about today with your mask on, just take a minute and look around you, open your eyes and look at the absurdity of this entire situation, it is ridiculous, insane! THE EMPEROR ISN’T WEARING ANY CLOTHES! WAKE THE F*CK UP!
This is the problem with humanity in general, we are so up our own asses, we think the world revolves around us, a collective unconscious belief left over from when we believed that the earth was the centre of the universe, and everything revolved around it. The source of all this narcissism is the ego, we feed it with all the nonsense we believe about ourselves. But I’m sorry to have to tell you, (actually, I’m not a bit sorry) and this is for the Black Lives Matter campaign too, you are really not that important and your life is not that big of a deal to anyone else, you might matter a bit to your family and a few of your friends but if you dropped dead tomorrow, someone else would be doing your job within weeks, if not days or hours, the world would still go on, and within an couple of generations, there would not be one person around who actually even knew you personally. You would just be a face in a faded picture, or an image saved on an icloud somewhere, floating in cyber space where no one will ever even look at it, until the day the AI delete it as a dormant account to free up some space on a hard drive – and that would be the end of that! Game over!
The thing is, I don’t even care if any of this offends you because I just don’t care anymore! I don’t give a flying damn about Covid, or vaccines, or Rat Handjob, or Fat Boris, or virtue-signalling twats in their masks, to be honest! Take the vaccine because frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn!
I feel as if I have been let out of prison and it is wonderful! I think I have been working towards this moment for years, to be free of care, seeing the world and people for the reality that they are. Why did I ever care about any of it, or any of these people? It seems so foreign and strange to me now, and it is great! I have to say, I am probably going to be a whole lot more offensive from here on, I mean, I’ve already told several people to f*ck off in the last year already, well, I’ll be worse now because I JUST DON’T F*CKING CARE! Yeeehaaaa!
So, I am now going to bury my head in the sand and pretend, in a little world built from my own narcissism and cowardice, where justice only exists if it is part of a screaming mob, where science is bought and paid for and evidence means nothing, where all government ministers are paragons of virtue and must always be believed, where the savage has been civilised by Western culture for his own good, where the truth is a lie, and a lie the truth, where I am the centre of my own universe and care nothing for the troubles and woes of others and 2+2=5.