Well what to say, i finally had that moment. You know the moment where your brain pushes you to do something you have talked about for years. I am excited, trepidation is setting in, excitement, curiosity my mental fragility going back and forth "Will I or wont I be able to this?"
Yet its time to hunker down, borrow my wife's heels then dig them in deep. Yes i am a wild spray of emotions but its time i challenged myself and held myself up to a higher standard what ever the outcome shall be.
Please by all means engage with this, contact me, chat to me, and of course feel free to help me ;) Hope to hear from someone....
Kindly
Patrick Jarvis